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Monday, July 26, 2010

a cooling monday to start out with. :)

green green green:)
at 4:37 pm

Saturday, July 17, 2010

it was me being itchy again. i decided to check my past out. and so i did!

and i realised both, i messed up real bad, i messed up a perfect picture.

someday i hope this is will be just a memory to look and laugh at.

goodnight, i'll keep running until i can find myself a shelter. i promise myself that! PROMISE.

green green green:)
at 11:28 pm

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

the whole of my national service life has been really a tough, bumpy ride i must say. alot of things happened during this whole period.

there's nothing really much to say about my ns life. sure, i'm in police.. in special operations command.. blah blah.... what's the point when there's something you're not happy about? really.. i'm sure there are other ways to look at it, feel and enjoy this period.. but sadly as it is, i'm not really enjoying any. maybe i did gained experiences and learn something new along this time, i was happy, i was heartbroken, i destroyed my fitness fitness. i made new colleagues.friends. i lost my old ones. pretty sad story, i know. but i realised losing someone is as bad as losing the bunch of friends you had since primary/secondary school. sigh...

i'm weeks before i end my service in the police force. till then, i don't know what is in store for me.. i'm not sure if i'm ready for a change again.....

green green green:)
at 1:55 am

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

i'm tearing apart!

green green green:)
at 10:33 pm

Thursday, July 01, 2010

soundcheck: the chauffeur - deftones

this song reminds me of my ite days. taking the crowded train! haha! but i couldn't care less. my eyes were always roaming, like any other typical guys searching for pretty girls and my headphones were blasting out. ohh wait! those days were headphones ok! i LOVE THOSE HEADPHONES. too bad it's gone now.. :(

well anyway, i've been dragging myself up and moving for work AND slowly somehow picking up the pieces of me just maybe because i think i want to be how like how i was before and not be devastated because of a certain someone. like i once thought; you can remember memories but you cannot erase them. or something like that.. well i thought it was quite logic at least...

i took the plunge, i need to swim up to survive.

green green green:)
at 10:37 pm