Sunday, August 31, 2003
lovely day. started out going to for the music lesson. thank goodess nothing happened. anyway. tmr no school. teachers' day. and i'm stuck at home. cant go to YCK stadium for running. darn it. my frens.. well most of them have to go back to sch about the teachers' day. thinking of getting hanis a bday present... get a sling bag but ahmad says get him a cap. well we'll see how. i aint got the money now also. totally broke. wanna buy cd also no money. im gonna be bored tmr. no running. haiz. i really wanna run. dunno why. thinking of going to sentosa. but going alone wouldnt be fun. haha im just full of shits.
oh ya. remember on friday i went out, guess what? i saw that black specs that chester from linkin park always wears. ya.. i admire his outfits. cool man. and u know how much? $10. cool eh. 77th streets. hmm. but derrick says i looked like a mat. well thats the whole point i guess. im thinking of buying. hmm maybe i should try it again. see if it really fits me.
green green green:)at
10:40 pm
Saturday, August 30, 2003
finally. liverpool won!!! 3-0. power man. anw. my day turned out to be rather boring. as usual. anw. im having my music lesson tmr. hope i wun be embarressed of myself. oh ya. yesterday before i slpt, i wrote another poem, a shitty one. anw. today got that repeat of the music video awards. watched Metallica played again and Good Charlotte. yea man. suddenly im into Metallica. they did the Nirvana, The White Stripes and Michael Jackson song, i dunno wad was the other song they did also but they rock! so does good charlotte. ya.. anw. here's the poem.
Goodbye People
Goodbye people
Goodbye trouble
I'm off to an island
Leave me stranded
Just for the moment
Fly me there
Just anywhere
Leave me alone
I'll come back home
I'm no longer here.
I've shed too many tears.
Goodbye people
Goodbye world
green green green:)at
9:44 pm
Friday, August 29, 2003
the awards juz now was a wreckage man. metallica just rocks! love the solo. nirvana, michael jackson, and the white stripes. they rock. hmm i cant slp. obviously u've guessed it. anw. i shall go. jus came to check mails. ROCK ON METALLICA!
green green green:)at
11:50 pm
dear johan,
obviously you know, that my music teacher called. exam's just around the corner. seriously, i don't know what to say. just tell the truth or what, keep lying? soon it'll be out also somehow. so what? quarreled with my mother again. i'm such a dick! johan, what does this got to do with your mother? i'm not even ready for a single song also. why? coz i skipped lesson for like 2 weeks. and trying to run away from lessons about the money problem. you're pathetic man johan! you know what johan, stop telling yourself you wanna run away. coz you know why? you can't.
my teacher left a message if i could make up lessons for tmr and sunday. what am i going to say? shouldn't have came back home. should've wondered somewhere.. just somewhere.. i messed up my day today, and now my life. wait, i already messed up my life. agh. fuck it! i think i'm just going to tell her the truth. i guess there's always time for me to take my last grade if they can't except me now. actually i can come for the exam. but i can't come for lessons, why? coz i haven't pay the bloody $200 - $300 plus school fees. could you have $200 - $300 for every 3 months to pay for some music school fees. ok. take it as though. you have your bills, water bill, telephones, electric, internet. and your salary is only around what, $700 -$900 plus? agh. just imagine that. shall not involve my parents now. its either i have to quit music or don't come for the exam, which they will disqualify me. well, i'm off. i'm waiting for my teacher's reply.
Signing Off,
Johan
green green green:)at
8:59 pm
had my my last paper today. finally. i think im gonna do damn bad for it. anw. in sch rite now.. waiting for hanis, ahmad and all to go to mosque later. guess what? my music exam letter came this morning. it'll be on the 11th september. and im not even ready for it. i dun even have my music scores with me. my second time taking this exam.. hope i'll pass this time. if not then johan is such a failure. well he is now la. anw.. heck that. im so pissed off with myself coz of exam letter. agh. im not ready for the exam yet!
i wish all the scores are printed out and i juz have to practice, practice and practice. the library is soo noisy. bloody freaks playing computer games online now. hell with them la. oh ya.. i was thinking of going to SAJS today. see my primary school teachers. but i guess not.. maybe i'll go on tuesday.. SAS is celebrating teachers' day on tuesday.
agh. you know what? i juz wish i wasnt here, home, or anywhere else. i juz wish to be alone for now in an island. juz me, the sun, sand and the sea. how cool could that get. maybe its boring but fuck it. who cares. its juz me. ME ME ME! and the freaking library is getting damn noisy because of these idiotic freaks! goodness, the school provides fuckthup headphones.
quick, juz fly me somewhere to an island. agh. my life's a mess now!
green green green:)at
11:33 am
Thursday, August 28, 2003
irritating. no kazaa. argh!!!! and that dumb irc has only few nice songs to d/l from.. fuck! the only song i managed to d/l was So Far Away - Staind. should listen to that song. anw. tmr.. my last paper. hmm maybe i think later i shall go and down and check out about that mars thingy.. nothing much to type about. juz about that stupid rule.. no more downloading songs. well up yours la!
No time to search the world around
'Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around.
Green Day - When I Come Around
green green green:)at
10:17 pm
Monday, August 25, 2003
everyone's looking moody today. so stone. wonder why. anw.. in school rite now. waiting for derrick and all. took my math paper 1 today. i think i either gonna fail or just somehow manage to pass by few marks. good luck johan. hmm. still abit pissed about yesterday's incident. agh. hell with life. oh ya. i thinking of d/ling The Invisible Band - Travis. but damn dumb. i deleted my kazaa. should ask any of my frens if they have any nice albums, like The Invisible Band, Insomniac, The Offspring and some others la. oh ya and also, force vomit is damn nice. like them. hope if we were to form a band. I like to become like them. try listening to He's No Longer. i dunno how yall gonna try listening to it but juz try. its nice. damn im so bored sitting alone in this empty library now and its getting kinda cold too. i still wish to sit for my last grade music exam. but i guess not.........
the year 2003 will soon be 2004. time passes so fast. soon i'll be out of this school (hurray!) well maybe. i dunno. juz now. in the canteen, my sec 1 teacher called me. talked to her. she asked me how's studies and blah blah blah. anw.. we talked for few mins. she said "don't give up easily johan. i know u can do it. show them u could even go the the U." damn.. she really has faith in me. wow. if i could go that far, singapore will have a winter season! well hmm... maybe i juz have to tell myself that u can do it johan! i'll show my maths teacher and tell him WHO DA MAN? but seriously, i find my sec 1 teacher very motivating, very supportive. well i hope this really happens. then i'll be like so cool! anw.. enough of dreaming. i think i better go.
green green green:)at
12:06 pm
Sunday, August 24, 2003
he's no longer. nice sad song. im still in my room. not eating my lunch, my breakfast. juz drank milo. im still pissed with myself. why could i juz finish my last grade and get my cert. and go on with life? why must johan this, johan that? can't he live normal life all the way, must he have to go through some stupid obstacle? this is so dumb. i had a missed call juz now. but the no was private though. guess it was my music teacher. i can't stand this anymore. everytime when i think im going smoothly, there must be smtg to make it rough. agh. fuck fuck fuck. go to hell!
green green green:)at
5:15 pm
dear johan,
let this date be forgotten forever in my whole life. no more music lessons for me, can't take my last music exam. my parents can't afford to pay. stupid government. how could they make the fees so expensive? this is life. im in my room alone. very sad. quarreled with my mother. i don't know what to say. well i dun blame my parents either. maybe i wont get to see my music teacher, my classmates. sorrie i didnt come for the last few lesson. i was afraid. i could not afford the pay. my sunday is a total screw up now. and tmr my math paper 1. i hope i could still have my last min revision. i'm really sad and quite pissed. pissed with what? i don't know. what can i do now? i feel regret for not taking my music exam. i've already paid the exams fees. what is left is the sch fees. which seriously, maybe some of us would think is abit expnsive. not abit expensive, but really expensive. i don't know now. i might be expecting a call from my teacher real soon. i don't know what to say. johan, ur dream is not achieved. maybe, i don't know. agh. rite now, i juz wanna forget all this. and concerntrate on what's going to happen tmr.
Signing Off,
Johan.
green green green:)at
12:21 pm
Saturday, August 23, 2003
hmm oh ya.. read hanis's blog just now. the book. "Who Moved My Cheese?" i should get that book man. i don't mind reading that book over and over again. that book really motivates people. yeah hell it does. thumbs up! well juz made an edit on my poem. hanis said. the last part not that nice. now its nice. ok. let's juz face it la. i still suck in writing. so what the heck.
green green green:)at
10:39 pm
to the household! yellow pages. ahha love that advertisement.. and that new hellomoto advertisement also.. anw.. i wrote a poem yesterday.. its called "My Last Poem For You" today raining man. wanted to go out jalan jalan.. alone.. hahahaha.. wonder why. eh.. my new template cool huh.. got links to the poetry. but i havent update yet. and oh ya.. my guestbook so quiet. hahaha. i knew it'll be like this. nobody cares. well, i don't also. i juz put it there for fun.. monday, im having my math paper 1. tmr must somehow have last min revision which i think it won't go inside my head. to the household! hahahha. jus like that advertisement. well anw. here's my poem. sorrie.. my poetry link still under construction. hahaha.. no time la..
My Last Poem For You
Why won't you come along
We'll have fun, I'll sing you a song
Come along, sit here with me
On a hill, under a big tree
A view of the big neon lights
Above this hill, what a beautiful sight
Brought cookies for you, in this jar
Let's eat together, as we lie on this car
Wrote you a poem
I read it in a rhythm
For now, let's enjoy the scenery
Listen to my sweet poem
As we bite into this cookie
green green green:)at
10:22 pm
Friday, August 22, 2003
Nirvana. In bloom. nice song. love the guitar. wish i could play. but i cannot play a single note. see my new template. thanks to hanis. miss my caffeinated bliss though. nvm i'll have it back one day. anw.. for now.. thanks hanis! oh well this template kinda nice too. oh ya. guess what happened today. dzul found trouble with some guy from sec 2 during the lower sec recess. pathetic man. everyone was like... "eh prefect still wanna fight." me and derrick juz hid one corner. watching happily. dunno la that dzul. i have nothing to say. well. measuring me is quite nice too. for now. i will enjoy listening to nirvana.
green green green:)at
10:11 pm
Thursday, August 21, 2003
Toploader. listening to Dancing In The Moonlight. nice song. makes me relac one corner. anw. guess what. i spent my afternoon playing hockey alone under my block. then i decided to run for 2 rounds around my area here. very tiring. the jogging track or should i say the pathway very long. came back. was so tired. felt like throwing out. don't know why. tmr got paper. darn it! hanis doesnt have to come to sch tmr. lucky fool. anw.. speaking about him. i read his blog juz now, first entry. ahha. so hanis, u r really lovesick eh. hahaha. me got nothing to say. oh ya.. about the caffeinated bliss. i need to find more about it. like how to put the links and stuff. well to me. this template still looks nice. caffeinated bliss. ahh. but i hate coffee. nv like them. only got the crave for chocolates. now can't d/l songs. stupid government. damn them. screw them for all i care. muahahahahaha!
green green green:)at
10:42 pm
home sweet home. got to wake up at nine today. planning to slp until 2.. but just can't close my eyes. woke up. first trip to the toilet. haha. then to my room. now on my comp. defrag it. then had to restart again. now i'm online. not d/ling songs no more. listening to Force Vomit. the only local band i know. oh ya.. and Boredphucks also. wanna know more local bands like force vomit. ya. i'm so left out in my own world. hm. i think i should go to their website. www.forcevomit.com
green green green:)at
11:22 am
Wednesday, August 20, 2003
dear johan,
after a long long day today, i finally get to sit infront of my comp. listening to all my songs as i delete my kazaa. anyway, was playing hockey for awhile in the room. i miss hockey. i miss running around. i miss division 3. i have no other choices but to finish all my exams. then i can have fun. espcially in hockey. i miss hockey so much for the first time. though i'm not good at it. i miss playing left wing. just want all of these to end as soon as possible. lucky me, tomorrow, i don't have to come to school. but friday i have to. well my prelims will end next friday. till then. goodbye.
Signing off,
Johan
green green green:)at
10:04 pm
eh i think i got it.. this is the new blog..
green green green:)at
5:25 pm
juz came back from sch.. finish both of my papers. tmr dun have any.. yay! oh ya.. im using my fren's comp.. this is so fun.. he's using broadband.. power.. anw.. now im searching for templates... hope i'll get in.. hmm anw.. juz typing for fun.. wasting time. hahahaha
green green green:)at
4:21 pm
Monday, August 18, 2003
wednesday. my first paper. all the best to myself. oh ya. phantom planet. they rock man! i like One Ray Of Sunlight from them. nothing much happened today. only during CME lesson, i can see myself in future. very dark. hahahha. i think i better not think about it.
If I get one ray of sunlight to hold in my hand
Maybe we can be happy again
I'll try for one ray of sunlight to hold in my hand
And I guess if this isn't the end
Maybe we can be happy again
- Phantom Planet - One Ray Of Sunlight
green green green:)at
10:07 pm
Sunday, August 17, 2003
what a cold sunday it is. im stuck at home not studying but lying around doing nothing. pathetic. oh well. was MTV juz now. heard a new song. its called Are You There? - Oleander. hmm they quite nice. anw. im kinda freezing. oh well. gotta go. adios johan.
green green green:)at
10:41 pm
Saturday, August 16, 2003
finally, back home. haha went out today. bought ahmad's present. haha then went lau pa sat to eat. so fun. long time nv been there. oh ya i wrote a poem today. its call 'beatiful night. hahha juz felt like writing. felt bored after i reached home. anw i still feel left out. oh well. nvm la. heres the poem.........
Beautiful Night
Walking along these downtown lights.
I must say, what a beautiful night.
Looking at all the people around,
They looked too happy to be down.
Having fun with all friends.
I just hope all of these will never end.
The moon and stars bright the night tonight.
But just something was missing by my side.
Thinking of you tonight,
Right under these shining lights.
Wishing to be with you tonight with me,
So that with you tonight,
Everything would be lovely.
green green green:)at
10:28 pm
Friday, August 15, 2003
dear johan,
I wonder sometimes, why people around me look sad or happy. But no matter what, there's just some things behind it. When they're sad, they tend to find a close friend, or maybe someone whom he or she knows or trusts that person to tell about their lives. Others rather bottle up their feelings, hoping whatever they're feeling will vanish away from them. But most people would rather talk it out. Who wouldn't? Even me, I too would rather talk things out. But why do they feel sad? Could it be because of relationships, exams? I don't know. But to me, I guess my life was never filled with sadness. I'm the only one thinking negative and keep saying all those stuff that makes me look down on myself and feeling sad about it.
What my point is actually nothing. The point is just that I want to type all of these for fun. But this is about a simple scenario of my life or the people happening around me. Well just try to 'stay what you are'.
Signing out,
Johan.
green green green:)at
11:33 pm
Friday. Hate fridays. though i had fun today. i played soccer!! foo.. my frens made me look like i can play soccer. but i still suck in it la. but shiok man play on the parade square. very nice place to play. oh well that's the only time when i had my fun playing soccer. then me, ahmad, johan, hanis and benji waited for nawfel and derrick.. they went to finish their art work. then saw deepan. i think he's really serious about the exams. and im the only one who dun bother abt it or maybe i do? i dunno. hai.. oh well. anw. i think im quite ready for the first paper. felt so energetic today. should've went in the sch gym. then can waste time there. but really.. i was like the one running ard the parade square. oh well all of us had fun. i think dzul today abit pissed. dunno abt wad.. after mosque.. i saw him.. then he said.. he needs to go to toa payoh.. for wad? i dunno.. asked him to come and play soccer with us.. he said.. he gotta go. and didnt bring his attire. anw.. im d/ling phantom planet album - The Guest. They're more to the sentimental rock? but they're nice....... well peace out.
green green green:)at
10:18 pm
Thursday, August 14, 2003
aloha.. got bored while watching chemistry. stupid show. haha. anw. LINKIN PARK!!!! saw the new video - Numb. kick ass man!!! I really like chester.. the way he dresses. cool~ oh ya. some stupid arsehole stole derrick's hp yest. derrick's bag got thrown on the 3rd floor staircase. and even his pencil case also wanna take. SAS people now got no money ah? wadeva happen to their BIG BIG MERS, VOLVO, JAGUARS and some other car brands. come to sch like from royal family like that. ahhaha. oh well.. heck abt them. juz hope derrick gets a new hp. anw, back to my life. linkin park... power man!! woo~ i got their album. Meteora. cool eh? hahahha.. tonite's gonna be cold again. shiok~.... mmm.. my mother's cooking ayam sambal.. power la.. me go eat now. peace out.
green green green:)at
9:37 pm
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
aloha... day by day my life isnt getting any better.. i d/led cake - I Will Survive. nice song. oh ya. ahmad got A1 for his Malay O levels. power ah? he walking dictionary la. anw.. i feel like i dun bother about the exams and all. this is so f**kthup. yeah it is. hai.. my prelims, my N.. coming real soon. and im not doing anything abt it. freak. hai.. Jimmy Eat World - Goodbye Sky Harbor. nice song also. hai. i think im gonna do badly for both exams. though i felt relieved today after hearing from my form teacher not to worry about my D & T work. 'dun worry, u can score that well.' ahh at least smtg. actually im scared of my maths la. i really suck in it. i can nv be an engineer if i suck in it. damn it! i really have to do smtg. like restrict myself from the comp. or why not, do smtg with it, like make it spoil or smtg. then after all the exams. can repair. - johan, u're full of shit! - hahahaha! can laugh somemore ah. hai oh well. juz study la. i bet i can do well rite??
If I do, will I know when I am there?
If the wind blew me in the right direction,
Would I even care?
Will I ever get where I'm going?
- Incubus - Nowhere Fast
green green green:)at
6:17 pm
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
ok. fine. im slow ok? everyone has their template, infact new ones and no one's willing to help me. its ok. nvm. hanis is really making me jealous. he has all the new songs and albums. and im left out in johan's world.. woooo~ anw. Rooney - blueside. that song power man. like those kinda songs. isnt my life getting any better? dunno. but i guess im having fun for now. maybe??? hahaha. hmm anw. heck the template. why bother searching. only few people reads it. oh Rob Dougan is nice. wad else...? hmm.. i still want The Ataris. well all these bands i dun think they're quite new. im left out. left in my own world - johan's world. well. more to come. adios. and oh ya. prelims is coming real soon and im here talking about nonsense when i got time to study. oh well. adios.
green green green:)at
10:18 pm
Monday, August 11, 2003
lets juz say that today wasnt the usual monday. wonder why. anw.. i think things are gonna change. oh well. anw.. i think my d & t work is gonna get screwed. dammit.. wad a last minute work. freak man! ahh.. juz wish i can score that high. anw today i like drifted into the future. i picture myself as a person who finds it hard to get a job... damn. i hope it wun be that accurate man. i juz want my do well in my studies first, get a good course, go to NS, after that, get my diploma, go apply for the Physical Education course. and lastly my vespa.. obviously to get a good job also la. like SIA Engineering or maybe work for the RSAF? maybe why not ah? hahaha.. damn i'll really gonna struggle in the real world man. shit! hai.. we'll see how it goes la. scary man~~~
green green green:)at
6:08 pm
Sunday, August 10, 2003
so bored at home. still listening to The Ataris. They're so nice. wish i knew them earlier. Oh well tmr prelims for hanis, ahmad, johan, kaanthan, benji, deepan, kai bin, farhan and all. wish them all the best man! haha mine is on the 20th. scary~ but dun want to study ah? ahhaa. anw.. juz want all the exams to be over so that i can enjoy al over again. ahhahaha. then can maybe fom a band. but havent think of a name yet la.. but nvm la. im juz looking forward to form a band, getting a good course in ite and poly, most probably the aerospace or mechatronics course. then applying the physical education course, and getting my favourite scooter, vespa. ahhaaha. cool eh? hahaha.. well studies comes first la. what to do... anw. hope i achieve all of this. then i'll live happily ever after.
"Why Don't You & I"
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out that everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again'
So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in'
- Santana feat. Alex from The Calling -
green green green:)at
11:41 am
Saturday, August 09, 2003
Oh ya one more.. i wrote 2 poems.. but i only want to show one.. the other abit not nice.
In My Diary
I wish you knew,
That my feeling was only for you.
But you didn't care.
Or maybe I don't dare,
To tell you that I care.
All those nights solving,
About my unspoken feelings.
With you whom I want to be.
Here I write in my diary.
I hope as time goes by.
You and I would be together,
Looking the blue sky.
Enjoying the breeze here.
Let us be in this peaceful place.
As we lie over this sandy surface.
well enjoy reading.
green green green:)at
10:45 pm
The Ataris.. ahh they're in the list man.. anw.. here's the lyrics of the song from them - In This Diary
" In This Diary "
Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and that unspoken feeling.
I'm knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
listening to 80's songs;
and quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Get It Right.
Get It Right.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
nice eh. well enjoy d/ling the song that if u want to.
Well adioz people~
green green green:)at
10:41 pm
Friday, August 08, 2003
ok people.. a change of plan... u all (people who know my birthday) can get me "The Ataris" So Long, Astoria album.. hahaha.. but nvm.. juz another idea to give u all.. the band damn nice man... thanks to hanis again.. kembang la~~~ hahahhaa.. u all can also get me smtg else la.. but plz tell me first can. i want to know... juz tell la.. nothing wrong rite? anw dunno why.. but i feel so alive.. even after a long day of hockey, hockey, hockey, hockey, going out, going out, going out, going out and going out. ahhh.. finally.. nv felt so much fun after a long time.. wel im really into The Ataris.. they damn shiok man.. oh well.. there goes the jukebox (my mother) ahahhaa.. gotta go people.. peace out~
green green green:)at
10:44 pm
Thursday, August 07, 2003
sick sick sick!!! didnt go to sch today.. how boring... bowling for soup is nice!!! - girl all the bad guys want.
anw.. im still coughing away.. darn! haha.. now got 3 albums.. muahahha!! saves the day, gob, the all-american rejects.. they're soooo cool.. wonder wad happened in sch today.... i miss p.e. hahhaa.. miss soccer.. hahhaa.. eh u all dun bother reading rite? hai.. anw.. if u're reading.. plz help me find a template.. esp smtg got to do with music, bands, and stuff like that... plz???? hahaa oh ya.. plz tell me if there's any new band...
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
- Foo Fighters - Learn To Fly
green green green:)at
8:09 pm
Wednesday, August 06, 2003
damn.. im sick again.. why? coz maybe i went for trg.. feel so nice energetic after trg.. maybe i drank cold drinks.. i dunno tmr can come to sch or not... tmr got P.E. ahhhh..anw so much things happened today... oh well maybe tmr i'll tell.. anw.. im weak.. i need to take my medicine and stuff.. well peace out~
green green green:)at
10:54 pm
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
at home rite now.. still sick.. i think its gonna get worse.. hai.. hope tmr can go sch.. or else i'll be bored at home.. oh well..
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here.
- Radiohead - Creep
green green green:)at
6:02 pm
Monday, August 04, 2003
i cant believe im wearing a jacket at home.. i feel so cold.. im sick.. Boxcar Racer is nice!! anyone heard of The Juliana Theory? r they nice.. plz tell me.... anw peace out.
green green green:)at
9:57 pm
hmm they change the edit section... cool.. anw.. im still searching for a template.. plz help me out here.. i really dunno how to use.. i dunno how to put pictures inside also.. anw.. im going off now.. tired.. hope i can study later.. and oh ya.. monkey wrench from foo fighthers is nice. well adios~
green green green:)at
6:28 pm
green green green:)at
6:28 pm
Sunday, August 03, 2003
Green day, Box Car Racer, Incubus, Boy Hits Car, Foo Fighters, Saves The Day, The All-American Rejects, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, Hot Hot Heat, The Hives, Metallica, Linkin Park, Quarashi, Rage Against The Machine, Audioslave, Phantom Planet, Santana, Sum 41, Hoobastank, Gob, Coldplay, Blink 182, Blur, At The Drive-In, Matchbox Twenty, Weezer, Force Vomit, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Radiohead, Wheatus..........
Anymore?
I want more.
Peace Out~
green green green:)at
4:43 pm
Saturday, August 02, 2003
damn tired now. had a match against src b.. we won!!!! finally!!!! i scored one!! :D hahhaa ahh.. two goals in div 3.. two goals in sch tournament. haha.. hai.. but aint that happy.. i'm so left out.. went back with my frens.. and i was like the only person left out.. anw.. nvm la.. im always left out.. haha.. haha.. juz trying to forget everything juz now by listening saves the day in the train.. haha nice!! their songs power man.. anw.. im damn happy and a sad now.. dunno why la.. heck it la.. anw i scored one goal.. wheeeee! hahha.. anw.. i think i gotta go.. im not allowed to use the comp.. hahaha. anw peace out people~
Give up the grudge
Shut your f**king mouth
Why'd you gotta judge
Everybody but yourself
Take a look around you
There ain't nobody home
I may be a loser but at least I'm not alone.
- Gob - Give Up The Grudge
green green green:)at
10:52 pm
Friday, August 01, 2003
I HATE FRIDAYS! went to sch.. damn moody this morning.. dunno why.. then two teachers juz had to spoil it more..damn pissed.. but after recess i was quite ok already.. then went out of sch again at 12.20 for friday prayers.. saw dzul, nawfel, hanis, ahmad and johan (the other johan) hahaha... busy making jokes along the way to the bus stop.. then nawfel and dzul slpt halfway while waiting in the mosque.. then after that.. we all went our seperate ways.. hanis, ahmad and johan went home.. me, dzul and nawfel.. went toa payoh.. nawfel went gym first... i followed dzul coz he wanted to eat.. but i didnt felt like eating juz now.. so juz followed him.. then went home.. slpt in the train again.. hahahhaa.. i always will somehow slpt inside the train if im on my way home.. dunno why.. anw so far nothing bad happened.. which is good.. hope later at nite im more than happy.. anw.. johan's signing off.. peace out~ \m/ ----> if u dunno wad that sign stands for... its 'rock on'.. yeah. so rock on~
green green green:)at
4:29 pm
