Thursday, July 31, 2003
hai. at home rite now. dunno if the rugby won or not.. hope they did not la.. screw them.. if they win, tmr got half day.. but i dun bother la half day no half day still the same.. damn sleepy now.. dunno why.. hai.. i dunno wads wrong with me... i feel very down.. anw.. i think i go and find smtg to eat.. this is johan's life.. me signing off.. peace out~
St. Anger round my neck
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck
- Metallica - St. Anger
green green green:)at
8:54 pm
In sch rite now.. waiting for my fren.. so bored now.. haha i dun have to go for the rugby finals.. hahaha! shiok.. hope they wun win la.. anw.. heck that.. it aint my life.. haha.. derrick's comp juz went dead while typing out his report... ahhahahaha! ok la.. i think i go help him.. anw.. u all enjoy ur day.. im not really enjoying mine.. hai.. wonder why... im back to my old negative johan... oh well. byeZ. peace out~
oh wait.. he doesnt need my help.. bloody fool! anyone went for the sum 41 concert? plz tell me if its fun or not... damn it i wish i could juz go.. but no.. i had to finish my d & t stuff.. oh ya.. and u know wad, the d & t deadline has been postponed to 11th august.... basket! make me rush yesterday.. luckily now got time to do.. anw.. today also quite irritated with my form teacher.. all those forms and collecting stuff he has to do.. he pass it all to me... damn it! now i have to collect the moneys, forms and some other shits la.. lucky i got the treasurer to help.. today P.E. also quite boring.. i brought my soccer ball for nothing.. played for awhile.. then after that i started playing with the wall.. keep kicking against the wall.. and i can finally to that 360 turn.. -zidane's skill- hahaha..... oh well.. hahhaaha! one boy was using his hp juz now.. and derrick was juz behind him... im going to SABO MAN!!! i wanna see show.. this is gonna be fun.. muahahhahaha! okok... i go now.. tell later when i get back.... adios amigo~
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2:32 pm
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
juz reach home.. came back early today coz i had to do my d & t stuff.. this friday must hand in it.. die! anw.. i dunno wad im gonna do.. i guess i'll do my d & t work... then maybe at nite i can practice my maths.. which im really poor in it.. malu la.. haha. oh ya today sum 41 concert... i can dream on la... hahaha. damn it! tmr got that rugby finals.. the whole school must go ccab to cheer for them.. freak! to hell with rugby for all i care... hope they wun win.. muahahhaha! anw i think i go eat.. then do my work.... wad a day today... peace out~
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3:56 pm
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
juz came home.. kinda sleepy.. now d/ling the all-american rejects album.. ahhh.. must force myself to study.. this is so not me.. but i have to force myself.. anw.. im damn sleepy.. wonder why... i think after d/ling this song.. i'll go and bathe and sleep for awhile.. then must, MUST!!! study.. oh ya tmr sum 41 concert rite? frrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk! i wanna goooo....... but no money... damn...
I dunno wad to do....
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
- Saves The Day - Freakish
So close no matter how far,
Couldn't be much more from the heart.
Forever trust in who we are,
And nothing else matter.
- Metallica - Nothing Else Matters
green green green:)at
6:08 pm
Monday, July 28, 2003
damn tired rite now.. my arms so weak.. carry my nephew juz now..
wahhh.. damn tiring man.. damn big already must carry him.. coz he slping la.. hahaa anw.. wasnt really quite my day today.. dunno why also.. my malay oral is gonna be screwed... im gonna die.. and oh ya.. shockingly.. i manage to stay alive during lesson.. must motivate myself.. go home must study.. go sch must study.. must keep saying that man.. hai... everyone started studying already.. im so left out.. dunno wad else to type.. im juz hungry now.. well u all stay cool.. me go eat.. and good nite.. peace out~
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11:39 pm
Sunday, July 27, 2003
juz came back from my cousin's house. damn tired.. very lonely day today.. yesterday also.. wonder why... ahhahahaa.. anw.. im thirsty.. i want milo!!! Oh ya... i wrote a poem this morning..
Dunno if its nice.. hope i'll enjoy my day tmr coz i have my malay oral tmr... damn scared i'll screw it up somewhere... wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plz!!!!
Missing You
Lying down in an empty space.
I wonder where is this place.
Looking up the sky with a shining moon.
Only that could light me back home soon.
Wishing someone by my side.
Together we could share this lovely night.
Wish I could hold you tight in my arms.
Just to keep you safe and warm.
Never felt like this before.
With you, my life is never a bore.
Walk with me home tonight.
Forever we'll be side my side.
Nice not? ahhaha i felt lonely so i wrote that.
I wanna be with someone... someone.... someone
anw good nite and peace out everybody~
green green green:)at
11:54 pm
Saturday, July 26, 2003
im so damn tired rite now.. had match against khalsa.. the play damn busuk u know!! anw.. i had fun though we lost.. me captain u know.. hahaha big ah? anw.. nothing much happened today.. i was bored at home before the match.. dunno wad else to type.. i kinda hungry and thirsty.. got nothing much to type la today.. but i had fun today.. which is good.. or else i'll be the very low, very dull, very boring johan.. wait.. im always like that.... anw.. adioz people.. peace out~
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10:27 pm
Friday, July 25, 2003
aloha to whoever that reads this.. i wonder who bothers.. anw.. my day went well. usually i hate fridays, but today i feel kinda alive.. wad happened today....... went sch.. quite bored.. nearly find trouble with one teacher.. anw heck that.. then went out of sch at 12.20. need to go for friday prayers.. went alone.. then saw dzul, hanis and all at the bus stop.. after the prayers.. we went separate ways.. hanis and his frens went back to sch.. me and dzul went toa payoh to have our lunch.. which made me really full..... anw.. dzul told me abt his "someone" hahhha... i juz listen.... kinda nice listen to peoples' story.. ahaha.. then went home... slpt in the train like a fool like that.. saw this rgs girl.. wanna act as if she's damn pretty or smtg.. went home slpt again coz its raining.. nice to slp rite when raining? hahaha.. anw.. i know u all getting bored rite now.. so i juz end it with... i smell cookies!!! i think my mom baking them.. me go eat now... cookie monster i am.... peace out everyone~
It so much better,
When everyone is in,
Are you in?
It so much easier,
When everyone is in,
Are you in?
- Incubus - Are You In?
green green green:)at
10:48 pm
Thursday, July 24, 2003
Back again! like i said before.. very fun to do this.. hahaha.. anw now listening to foo fighters. wah damn tired man today.. got P.E. juz now.. played hockey.. my classmates dunno how to play at all.. anyhow swing the stick.. quite irritating but i had fun playing with them.. very funny la.. hahaha. oh ya if u're reading this. PLZ, plz d/l this song from foo fighter. its called come back. very shiok man the song.. anyway im juz typing this out for fun.. i know u all dun bother to d/l one.. anw.. remember metallica got this song unforgiven and unforgiven 2.. well i have my own version.
Unforgiven 3
The young boy learns as he lives his life.
Day by day, he finds it hard to strive.
The young boy struggles with his sorrows.
But the door never seems to be open though.
The young boy finds his life isn't worthy.
This young boy is me.
Throughout his life was all the same.
And soon he became,
Tired of playing these same old games.
What I've felt, what I've known.
Everytime I'm down, everytime when I'm alone.
I locked myself behind this unforgiven door.
Lying on the floor,
Asking what's my life for.
The young man tries to happy.
But always finds himself never free.
The door cracked opened,
And finds nothing he could learn.
The young man comes undone.
Nothing could ever please him for what he wants.
Speaks to himself as he looks up the sky.
Asking why his life couldn't be satisfied.
What I've felt, what I’ve known.
I walked out of the door as I saw myself alone.
Knowing the sun isn't shining through.
Yes I know it isn't shining through.
Am I unforgiven too?
skill ah? hahaha no la.. i did this long ago already.. juz felt like putting it up since got this new blog.. so fun using it.
anw.. have a good nite everyone. peace out~
green green green:)at
10:31 pm
juz came home from sch. this is so fun. i juz love doing this.. anw.. what happened today. as usual.. nothing new.. the same old boring johan's life. went sch, had fun.. did alot of things... stayed back after sch.. waited for my frens. getting boring already rite? then went home. felt like eating but im so broke.. i only ate brownies.. awww.. now im damn hungry.. dunno wad to do.. lazy to cook.. infact there's nothing to cook. juz d/l the album foot in mouth disease, gob. they're quite nice too.. abit like sum 41? maybe.. anw.. im hungry~~ im so lazy to do anything else..
Me Me Me
Johan is in pain again.
His hunger eating through his veins.
He eats and eats.
This boy has no shame.
He struggles to walk,
To the kitchen to get some salt.
He stumbles and fall,
But it's ok, it's not his fault.
Waiting in hunger,
As this pain hurts longer.
Thinking of something he wants to eat.
Hoping he’ll eat the same he ate last week.
very dumb rite..
but i like.. so if u dun like, not my problem.
anw peace out~
green green green:)at
6:21 pm
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
juz woke up.. by now im so addicted to this site.. muahahhahhha! anw..
what happened today..... hmm.. oh ya went sch.. had fun.. went all the way to chua chu kang to make my ez link card coz the old one cannot use.. so irritating also.. went all the way there.. and didnt except my photo.. i must be in sch U to take the photo.. damn it.. anw.. went home.. d/l some songs.. watched matrix again... and then slp.. how nice.. didnt study at all........ anw.. me hungry now~ nvm my mother's back home.. i'll ask her to cook for me. im off everybody! peace out.
green green green:)at
9:38 pm
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
What is it that drives me mad?
Girls like you that I never had.
What is it about you that I adore?
What makes me feel so much pain?
That makes me go so insane.
What is it about you that I adore?
- Green Day - At The Library.
green green green:)at
10:59 pm
In sch rite now. Feeling damn cold now. my lesson's gonna end soon also. wonder why im on this site to type about this also. Hope I come back to use the comp and come here again. this is so fun... anw Peace out~
green green green:)at
12:28 pm
Monday, July 21, 2003
Hmmm.. interesting. my first entry. juz came back from sch... now listening saves the day, stay what you are album... damn nice!! im so in love with them.. but green day is still my favourite.
Anw back to my life, struggling to search for this site juz now.. now then only find.. oh ya.. this song along song is nice~~~ blue man group. sing along - blue man group... thanks to hanis. very very nice song. ok.. i dunno if i'll come here to write again. like soo leceh like that.. ok... anw i better not waste my bill. enjoy ur day everybody. peace out.
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7:43 pm
