i think i think way way way too much.
i have homework stacked up. it's not that bad, but i've been procastinating it.
deadline is tomorrow! wonderful.
i know nuts about maths. i suck so bad at maths until i cannot do pri 1 problem sum.
okok, i better get things done now.
lucky me school starts at 12 tomorrow.
i am going to go for training tomorrow, lazy or not lazy. johan boleh!
boleh belah.
green green green:)
at 7:51 pm
Sunday, July 30, 2006
soundtrack: justin timberlake - sexybackthe sunglasses makes me look like ass ji benng. or how it's spelt. those of you who know who's that, it's a malay singer who always puts on a pair of sunglasses. and of course that's her, the girl who thinks ass ji beng is hot. and noo the singer's name is not ass ji beng, it's just a nick name. and it's not spelt as ass ji beng ok??? don't get the wrong info.
a trip out yesterday. escape theme park is scary. nooo i'm just scared of everything. ok.. it was a day well spent. window shopping was good, eating at delifrance with very little limited cash is good. don't worry i paid for both of us. she paid the entrance for the park though. all in all, nice. don't worry, don't start your unwanted rumours. we're nothing. we're cool, we're friends. enough with the nonsense already.
i think this sexyback song is hoooooot. work was hectic yet again, i'm kind of pissed of with the welfare in the zoo, we're not treated as how we're supposed to be or how it should be. somehting like that. practically, zoo runs with the part-timers, yet we get shits from guests, we get one meal coupon everyday(that i'm not petty about.) but you can't exchange for a milo with a set meal, it must go with one coupon itself to have a milo. when it's raining, it's bad.. you do flushing around the zoo, you get soaked wet, when it's all done, you freeze like nobody's business. they won't give you a new pair of uniform. the whole of entrance practically runs by the part-timers. you hardly find full-timers around. to get through them is sooo difficult. of course, to them, it won't be an issue because they have 'better', 'bigger' things to dealt with.
anyway, that shall not be the issue of the day, nothing shall. i just hate the environment for the time being. it's heaty, it's noisy, it's dusty. all thanks to the upgrading works in the zoo. they're going to revamp the whole of the main entrance, how cool. and we are the ones suffering our ass in the front. we get alot of complaints about the new tram route. and what do we have to do, we give our fuckthup smiles. yes read, FUCKTHUP smile. :) oh well.. i wonder after the zoo will be all nicely done, i'm not sure if i'm still going to work there. i've always dreamt and wanted to work at coffee bean or starbucks. i know the pay doesn't seem interesting but i think the atmosphere is fun. i get to make coffee for guests! soo coool rightt???
i missed my 3rd match. fuck.. what the hell am i keeping myself fit when i don't even go for trainings and matches. i've decided that no matter how lazy and fuckthup i feel this tuesday.. i will go for training. i need to drag my arse to train, before my arse gets screwed from my coach.. ok.. that maybe sounded wrong. not get screwed but i'll be in deeeeep shit.
ehh, this is random.. but i finally got my headphones back after one long week! i lend it over to one of my colleagues and i realised that earpiece is not my kind of thing. i want headphones. something to stone, something to feel with when especially you're soo feeeeeeling inside the train or the bus.. ahhhh tomorrow, my ipod will be fixed with all those feeeling songs. and my headphones will make my day apart from the monday class that starts at 2 and ends at 530.
exams coming soon people!!!! well not really lah, we have 5-7weeks?? around there? we, ite students must start studying now. yes, NOW........... righttttttt. no i mean for real. we should now. ite has a different name, ite college... step mane punye college ade.. kalau budak semua macam budak college semua takpe lah.. banyakkan ni semua budak nakal, budak degil.. mwahahhaha.. same lah macam aku ni..
ok random.. those who don't understand, ask your malay friends. malas nak explain. goodnight singapura. i'm bringing sexy backkkkk.
green green green:)
at 10:47 pm
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
I thought life was like colourful crayons
I thought life was by the lake, looking at the swans
Where everything is calm, where sins never exist
Everything is well-planned, there are no risks
But I know that it is all wrong
It's like writing down a bad song
I know that things wouldn't go my way
I know that things wouldn't go the way I say
I want to be under the coconut tree
I know for that, I am truly happy
Listening to the wave that crashes
I just want to forget everything bad, as time passes
i'm back in my own realm. i wrote that just now while waiting for CSI. enjoy.
green green green:)
at 11:30 pm
what the fuck is retail therapy? can someone tell me???
ohh this song on my blog is stoned! i likkkke.
fuck, yes.. i skipped training once again. screw me.
green green green:)
at 8:18 pm
Monday, July 24, 2006
OHHH! i have to add this in.
i finally found my poetry book.
the one where i write all my emo poems.
where it all happened during the secondary school days.
and it will still go on.
i will write my emo poems again back in the book.
for that i am happy.
thank you.
green green green:)
at 10:30 pm
soundcheck: flop poppy - cinta
it's monday and it's back to school. it all started at 2pm today. i woke up at 1030, using the computer, thought of downloading songs, which i managed to do abit. i need to catch up with reality. i've been working almost everyday eversince it was a holiday. and on most nights, i hang out with my colleagues or just have bike practical. i seldom go for my hockey trainings now. infact, i've been missing trainings. i've been missing for matches too. when work starts, i'm too tired to do anything else. yes of course i know it's only part time but i think we're working like a full timer doing alot of things. thank goodness school started back, not that i'm really that happy that school has started, but at least i could come home early, have time with my self and the computer.
so last weekend, work was havoc. there's been a change in the zoo and they needed more staffs to be deployed in other positions because the tram route has all changed. being in a guest relations or what they call it operations assistant department, we are the ones that's going to be incharge of of this new operationals stuff and so on. so, working in the hot sun, and fuck thup uniform, is never good. PLUS! we have irritant guests making complaints, shouting at our face, telling us that the new operations is riddiculous. what they do not know is that we're not the ones that plan or had this came out with, it was obviously the management who came out with it. and i think it's going to be quite some time till we have no complaints about the new tram routes. BUT! what do i fucking care, so long as i swipe my card in, work my ass out correctly, no mistakes, make guests day out a wonderful one, swipe my card out and everything should go well. i have my money, i'm happy, i get to shop, i get to pay my bills, i get to have more bike practical lessons.
i just had my dinner just now and it was great. my mother's cooking had always been the best. not that i don't like it but sometimes i just don't like the dish of the day. but when i eat, i feel full, because it's my mother's cooking, and when you're hungry, you won't even dare to say no to not eating. right now, i'm having this crave for ferrero roche and famous amos. and i think i know that i may sound like a girl because i think the word 'craves' is only for girls. hahahaha. okok. i am still trying to get my father so that he'll get me famous amos, ferrero roches and maybe pringles? i want to download more songs. ohh and maybe catch scrubs later at night.
i think i should go for training tomorrow. i've been MIA these whole while.
green green green:)
at 9:57 pm
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
i realised that when i blog hop, most of the entries are worth reading because their english are so freaking damn good. even whatever i'm typing right now it's all broken, piece of shit english. i also realised that if you read more thick thick story books, you're a pro. thumbs up! but as for me, i never liked reading books. to be honest i can count how many story books i've read and they are all kental thin story books. i remember my first book was from Goosebumps? R. L. Stine if i'm not wrong. see, i don't even know who's the author for the book.
i'm at the zoo again, the rain has some quite subside, i will be having my lunch too later. i wonder what's special today because i'm hungry but at the same time, i need to shit too. yes, i need to bomb real bad. it's going to be liquidfied. eww. i think if the shit really has to go, i need to head on to the Night Safari Loft toilet because they got a water spray and it's strong enough to clear shits from my asshole. hmm, it's pretty quiet here, i've only managed to make 3 membership cards. i think that the membership fee is way to expensive. $150 for the whole year, free tram ride on weekdays, free parking throughout the year, 2 adults 3 children. when there's an absent in any of the family members, it could only be replace with a grandparent or a maid. soo how? thinking of joining the Friends Of Zoo?
COME AND JOIN NOW, you won't miss it!
goodness, i'm soo bored that i'm even promoting the FOZ membership on my blog..
once again, please help me, i'm bored.
green green green:)
at 12:22 pm
Monday, July 17, 2006
before i blog any further, this entry is rather immature and kind of abit disturbing...
so here it goes, firstly, let's all get the facts right. i didn't leave Nor Sara Bte Anwar because of another girl.
second, i hate rumours being spread around and to make it worse, they're all wrong facts.
third, why does anyone bother interfering or nosing about situations like this?
forthly, you don't go telling everyone loudly infront of the poor girl that she's being left for another girl. that's awful. that's really unpleasant. that's untrue. i can say that over and over again because i know myself. and i don't get anything lying from myself.
if you want to let her know, let her know straight, don't tell your friends. tell her first, then your friends.
you know, i feel soo immature blogging this entry but this i have to blog. yes, true i have no relations with sara anymore but i think she doesn't have to be treated like how she's been now.
to whomever it may concern, i hope somehow you're sorry and if you are, obviously it's forgiven because it's no used dragging it further. i just think that we stick to our own matters. i think bitching has its limit too. if you know what i mean, some people have feelings too.
ok, that should be about it. i hope i've made myself clear about this situation. because i don't know why after a long time, it's an issue. ohh well. i hope she's feeling better and alright now.
green green green:)
at 11:59 pm
Sunday, July 16, 2006
soundcheck: gone - kelly clarkson
i'm already gone.
it has been for quite sometime since i last blogged. the week was pretty much busy. work, hockey match, shafi/saiful birthday and first time clubbing. it all started on wednesday.
we were out finding present for saiful and shafi, had dinner and slack till about 10plus. took cab home, i've spent much on dinner and then cab fare. how nice right??
ohh thursday, i had a match and we lost 11-3. i played like shit and only 8 players turned up on our side. i was super duper tired. i skipped trainings soo i'm rusty. i suck, i can't run with the fucking ball. i'll go out of breath.
friday, THE HAPPENING MOMENT. well not really. meet up with the zoo mates, had dinner at swensen's. see the picture below.
after dinner, most of us, mainly the guys headed to MOS. where most of us let our emotions, our stressed out feelings let go on the dance floor. and as for me, i was freaking scared at first, and i just hate crowds and too long of loud music. but it was all a good experience. the grinding, (shafi the birthday boy had it). the atmosphere, the coke with ice, walking around the crowded club trying to get through with my coke safely. and i managed too! ok enough random, and we took a cab home again, money spent like water man. i think i spend about $70 plus the whole day?
the next day which was saturday, i had bike practical. i failed, so tomorrow is my retake again. wish me luck guys. i suck at riding big time. i wonder how i'm going to go through. irritating. ohh and then slacked at home with shafi and then headed to BAYBEATS! HELL YEAH SHIT MAN! one buck short from KL rocks, but the moshing around me, not cool. i'm a beginner and i don't think i'm up for moshing. i'm fucking scared and paranoid that i'd get injured if i were to be involve in the mosh pit. damn it, we were watching plainsunset and just right beside me and hanis, bunch of them just mosh and body surf. security and the officials were not much of help, they couldn't control the beyond, which is moshing and body surfing. but i find it cooooool and happening. only that i'm not up for it. i'm kental and i'm scared of all these. i want to take the train home in one piece. so some pictures. to see..
ONE BUCK SHORT AND PLAINSUNSET ROCKING!
damn i just loove my stoned hair. too bad it's gone....
see, i like that shirt. soooo greeeeeeen! anyway, enjoy picturing. woah.. i hope it'll comes out nicely. anyway, goodnight, i'm hungry and thirsty.
green green green:)
at 10:33 pm
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
hide your eyes and count to 10.
ready or not, i'm going to find you again.......
please help me, i'm bored at work.
green green green:)
at 10:40 am
Friday, July 07, 2006
DID YOU KNOW;
saves the day new album is out?
electrico new album is out?
QUICK TO HMV, TOWER RECORDS, GRAMOPHONE, THAT CD SHOP. and all those neighbourhood cd shops.
i need more money. i want to shop for faded jeans. i think they're somewhat cool. but not those torns ones.. just normal faded straight cut jeans. i also need to get a new bigger home for my hamsters because there will be 6 of them living together.. damn cute ahh. no as in their babies are really cute. small. hahaha..
okok i better go get change. i need to settle my club fees. i got a call from my captain cum coach that i've yet to settle my fees or i will have to miss my game this sunday. soo i have to head down to the club today to make the payment. so hopefully i have enough time and money to look around for new hamster home, jeans and cds!
off i go..
green green green:)
at 2:34 pm
Thursday, July 06, 2006
okok, so here i am at work, in the visitor services booth where it's soo quiet and cold, i could only hear the aircon blowing. i have this random thought just now that i am going to rent afew dvds or vcds.. and one of them is going to be harold and kumar. i think it's a must watch show! but i'm not sure when i could do that because i am practically working and shafi's been bugging about bike license. my pay is already out but i don't think i could use it for shopping and stuff like that. just maybe a little bit of shopping. other than that, i would have to settle my bills and of course my bike license. i can't really shop till i get my bike license! ok it sounds ridiculous maybe not that bad lah.. but i think i'm not good at setting myschedules.. no wonder i'm always last minute.
yes people, as you all know, the school holiday has started! 1st of july till the 23rd. have the time of your life! well for me, i'm at the zoo working my ass out. i want the beach! it has been a long time. i want sentosa, i want the sun, the sand, the sea. the keropoks, the playing soccer on the sandy surface, stoning moment, the taking nonsense pictures of ourselves. and of course lastly, the hot tanned chicks in bikinis. of course we'd look at them lah. we're guys.. then what would you expect us to look at.. guys in swimming trunks??? if that happens, it's wrong and weird. actually, very wrong..
i want to go out and walk around aimlessly.. i think i'm way depressed. anyway, that's all the time i have, i have to get ack to work. i'll stone till 6pm. freaking boring. i hope it rains. i looooooooooooooooveeee this morning's weather. no thunder, no lightnings. just cooool winds, dark grey clouds passing by. heavy rain. ok i sounded abit like some emo kid. well.. anyway, it was ALLL SOOO PUUUUUUUURFECT!
thank you, come again. harold and kumar. i MUST watch it!
green green green:)
at 1:57 pm
