santana feat. musiq
nothing at all
that song is really nice. the guitar works damn nice. anyway, i just got home from zoo. i didn't want to stay over coz it's damn leceh.(troublesome) have to bring my uniform there, my towel, my toothbrush, argh.. too many things. like going camping. not that i'm afraid of staying there coz they're going ghost hunting later in the midnight. i want to stay over and see ghost, very interesting. hahaha. but nah.. i'll spend my new year in my room either stone, listen to music, play cs or better still, sleep! i have work tomorrow. i hope my pay is enough to get a brand new specs. i hope to find a green square-ish specs somewhere.
soo one more hour to 2005. im hoping for a better year coz 2004 has really been disappointing. hahaha. i don't wish to bring it up. but i am really looking forward to a better new year. i know some will miss 2004, some like me won't even bother talking about it. but whatever it is, it's going to be 2005. stay alive, be happy. keep everything rockin'! actually i should be telling myself that. anyway, have the last hour enjoying, crying, whatever! till then everyone, astalabista.
green green green:)
at 10:50 pm
i'm listening to westlife in the wee hours. damn i am bored. im supposed to be sleeping(everyone's supposed to). i'll kill myself if i'm working tomorrow. i'll die like that. it's going to be 3am. lalala. as i lay my love on you, it's all i wanna do, everytime blah blah blah.. sleeep.. sleeeeeeep. sleeepp..
green green green:)
at 2:42 am
Thursday, December 30, 2004
my sister called me yesterday and told me she bought me 2 green shirts. one, a Foxmen green long sleeve with yellow stripes and a number 8 on it and a green Burberry polo t. i never had that kinda brand before. but woah! all green! i'm a greenman.
anyway i've just been told i'm working tomorrow maybe. if it is, then it shall be another tiring day. after that i think there'll be some barbeque down there. some will overnight there and they got some weird ideas about going ghost hunting there. the hot spots. im not sure if i'm staying over. being me, afraid of the dark and all, i'll think twice. also the next day i'll be working, so i think it'll be damn tiring. but nevermind. i prefer working on weekends.
it has been a very lazy week for me. since monday, i just felt like staying at home and rot and grow goatee and grow roots on my butt to my bed or sofa or just staring infront of the computer doing nothing and listening to stone music. my hair is damn long to me, i feel like ronald macdonalds. all i need now is the big red shoes, that yellow and white stripes he wears and that funky red hair do. shiok. good night singapura, and for those people going party and all tomorrow please remember about the tsunami disaster thingy. it's damn sad. don't be to happy drinking your arse till you're drunk and all. drink root beer, it's better. have fun tomorrow having that foam party, RrRrRrRr. and me, i'll be either be at the zoo or at home enjoying my friday night. watch tv and countdown better.. then can go to sleep coz the bed is just so near.. FUCK! WHAT THE HELL I'M TYPING. I'M FUCKING CRAPPING. fuck good night.
green green green:)
at 11:29 pm
i was clearing rubbish on my table, then i saw a piece of paper that i wrote on Hari Raya. i thought i lost that paper but i found it. i think it's a damn sad writing. but really there were people who really make my Hari Raya a nice one. especially my secondary school friends. thanks guys. it was really fun going out with you all.
so here it is..
My Hari Raya 2004
Fasting month has already ended
And so, Hari Raya was celebrated
We go visiting, forgiving each other
Forgetting our bad years, together
All my life I've been running aimlessly
Just hoping, one day i'd be happy
Nothing good has happened this year
But Hari Raya was a better
Hari Raya wasn't as bright as before
But i'm wishing for something more
This might not be a happening year
I wonder will this last forever?
green green green:)
at 11:23 pm
meet my classmates.
they're cute aren't they?
especially the one on the left with the black specs?
don't you think so?
aww he's adorable.
he's everything what a girl wants. :)
...dream on....
green green green:)
at 1:18 am
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
i am dead tired man. today's work wasn't tiring but i don't know what made me tired. i got my schedule for the month. we got our new uniform. like some hotel uniform. ahhhh i want a cold drink and my bed. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
green green green:)
at 10:59 pm
Monday, December 27, 2004
i finally change my template. it's plain green and white. and i also have myself a tag board. i still have my guestbook though. so both also can. also. i got nothing to blog about.. just that i'm working tomorrow coz of last minute shit. money earned. i havw to wake up at 6.30 and enjoy myself there. i don't know anyone working on weekdays but i hope it'll be fun. it's just until 6. tell myself that. then after that can go home watch phua chu kang. and CSI! then on wednesday got training. man i miss hockey so much. and my fitness is damn bad. i'm really gonna die when i go NS. i can't even do proper 20 push ups. fuck!
green green green:)
at 11:48 pm
Sunday, December 26, 2004
ok.. i've finally found a time to blog about my 2 days work of;
enjoyment
fun
interesting
being social
and tired
tired
tired
more tired.
Christmas Day in Zoo
hahaha.. ok. so it started out yesterday on christmas. i woke up at 6.30 to bathe and all, got ready for work. we had to wear either a GREEN or a red top coz it was christmas. so it was fun coz i like green. anyway, took a bus there, reached quite early. the security guards were damn friendly man i tell you. they got tattoo here and there but they're damn friendly la! after that we had some briefing about the day, loads of of events happening. so the few of us were told to do the entrance. (the hardest and the tiring job so far i know.) the first few hours weren't that packed yet. hmm around from 12 all the way till 4 plus. the crowd was HELL! sir can i help you, sir welcome to the zoo, sir this, sir that. hi may i know where the elephant show is, may i know the sealion show is. WOAH, the only thing you can think of doing at that time was to sit, soak your feet in a hot water and listen to stone music. really man. but the guests were all happy and friendly. well at least some of them were. there was a few times i accidentally tore the wrng tickets but i just kept quiet and i think the guest didn't know la. i think if i were to work here for a year, zoo can go bankrupt la. anyway back to my work, so we terribly had to continue working all the way until the crowd was much lesser. of course we had a 1 hour lunch break. so everything went smoothly yesterday. even the head of our dept said we did quite a good job. i think we should really deserve that. i know i am. i'm proud of myself. for starters.. yesterday total number of guests were 10 000.
2nd Day working
2nd day was much more interesting. i made quite alot of new friends with the staff. they're damn open, and they're not that bad. i don't think they boss people around also. there this one staff, she's really on la.. went she gets really hyper and pissed.. all the fucks you can hear from her. but she's nice. she even gave sweets and chocolates to us(trainees). today's work wasn't that tiring. today can say quite relacs la. not alot of people coming in unlike yesterday. i don't mind working there but what i'm still afraid is that my hockey matches might just clash with work, which is damn sad la. hopefully i can do something about it. so 2nd day don't have much to talk about. ohh ya. the tram drivers people also damn nice. especially all those pakciks who has been there for don't know how many years la. everything was good. *THUMBS UP*
green green green:)
at 8:54 pm
Friday, December 24, 2004
ohh.. now then i know why my messages were laggy la.. stupid network congestion. oh well. anyway i got my results yesterday and it suck. i won't bother continue about it. just came back from work.. had some zoo promotion at hougang mall. working tomorrow and sunday. hahaha. all the best to myself.. Happy Standing all day long. i bet there'll be alot of people tomorrow coz it's xmas. ohh if i'm not too tired on sunday.. i can go on telling about how's life working at zoo.mi think it's quite fun.. but i'll continue that on sunday night.. hopefully! for now.. listen to the wonderful slow slow stone song on the player.
also other songs to listen:
* kings of convenience - i'd rather dance with you
* suede - Beautiful ones
ohh and to all whose celebrating tomorrow, Merry Christmas!
TO BE CONTINUED>>>>>>>>>>
green green green:)
at 9:32 pm
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i've just realised i'm getting my results tomorrow.
so it's MATI MATI, TENTU MATI.
die la!
green green green:)
at 2:10 pm
Monday, December 20, 2004
Songs to download!
1. Cavanaugh Park by Something Corporate
2. Good News by Something Corporate
3. Clockwork by Autopilot Off
4. Anthem Of Our Dying Day by Story Of The Year
5. The Art Of Losing by American Hi Fi
6. It's About Time by Lillix
7. What I Like About You by Lillix
8. Shut Up by Simple Plan
9. Electrico - Runaway
10.View From Heaven by Yellowcard
green green green:)
at 8:36 pm
Sunday, December 19, 2004
lamp post. me. just an obstacle. :)
lucky me i get to catch 6 weeks. it's damn nice la. very very sad. next week will be the last episode. you guys should really go catch it. i hope they'll show a encore series of that. i miss my computer. i miss my music on my computer. i miss blogging at night. i miss people whom i usually talk to on msn. i miss internet. i miss myself enjoying. i miss 2003. i think i'm losing my everything. ahh oh well, this was what i typed on my phone in the bus just before my birthday. i was bored.
16 December 2004
On a journey back home
I'm all alone
Waiting for midnight
12am the clock the will strike
I'm going to be 17
I hope you know what it means
Every 16 December marks my day
I'm wishing myself a Happy Birthday!
anyway my birthday was a nice one. thanks people. it really meant alot though this whole year was a screw up year. thanks for present too. i owe you guys alot alot la. i also don't know how to repay.
green green green:)
at 10:58 pm
Sunday, December 12, 2004
you should catch six weeks on channel I. it's a damn sad story about this guy who has stomach cancer and only has 6 weeks to live. should really go catch it. i think it's a nice story.
green green green:)
at 11:02 pm
angels or devils
Dishwalla.
This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time I will fall
Into a place that fails us all inside
And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
Will take time
The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see
Well I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time
The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down, come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
And iff I were to give in
I'd give it up and then
Take a breath, make it deep
'Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one that could make us cold
Could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
____________________________________________________________________
i think i'm going to be sick.
i'm killing myself.
no. maybe that's too much.
green green green:)
at 10:44 pm
Farewell Mr. Malik. Best of wishes in future!
green green green:)
at 1:27 am
Saturday, December 11, 2004
hmm.. where should i start this? ohh let's start off with the work i was applying for. well i went for the training session yesterday but i wouldn't call it a training session. it was more like a free sight seeing. we stayed all the way till the night safari around 10+ walk all the trails and all.. some of us left half way. i made quite afew friends there. interesting people. anyway i was supposed to work tomorrow for my first day but they called me not to come unless they call me to come down and work. i got a feeling i have to work next month too. i hope the tournaments won't clash with my working days since it's every weekend.
today had to wake up early for some scc indoor hockey tournament. damn tiring la. but it was more or less fun. had free flow of lunch at the clubhouse. i felt as if i was the king la! you don't have to worry about the bill because we have wonderful seniors who were damn kind to us. but really la.. we tried to stuff all the food we could. then after that went to head home to change and all coz kandhiban invited us to go for his gig at plaze singapura. his performance was quite ok la.. but guess which band came there to perform too? 20 DISCHANGER!!!! they rock la! didn't know they were performing there also la. then we went to see some gig near the paragon also. they were quite nice also but i wonder what's with the emo songs and hoobastank's the reason.
ohh now i have nothing to listen to inside the train coz my bloody headphones are spoilt. FUCK FUCK FUCK! damn damn pissed la. that headphones didn't last for a year la! bought it for like $49 and poooof! it's spoilt. one side not working. fucking hell la! damn irritating.. where to find money to replace all these. idiot! i need to get new turf shoes coz my turf shoes are almost 2 years old and the sole is going to come out. WHAT'S NEXT?! I don't have money to buy and all. IT'S JUST THE FUCKING WRONG TIME LA. fuck.
i can never mix with happening people coz i'll spoil their day and it's damn irritating la. i'll never make anyone happy la. they'll probably get irritated and all and that's damn bad la. maybe i'm not fit among them la. my life is full of shitty nonsense like this. i hate my life. is as good as me not being existed here. i'd rather be somewhere else.
Sorry to readers. please mind my language, i'm not that vulgar in reality.. really. i'm just here to let out my anger.
Green Day - LONGVIEW
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
green green green:)
at 11:45 pm
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
only a clown like me would update my blog at the weee hours of a tuesday morning. time check is 3:32am and i'm still awake. i'm feeling much better thanks to myself. i just finished watching Freaky Friday on vcd and it was a nice movie la. lindsay lohan was quite hot. i like their songs too. i think i shall go download their songs later. ohh! my sister has just offered me a job and since i'm already 16 going on 17, i can get a job! i'm going to work in the zoo. my sister said the pay is around $8/hour. that should be fine. i hope i can cover my handphone bill and my internet bill. so i guess it should be fine. tomorrow i'm going for the interview and i'm still not asleep yet. shall go soon after this. i hope my hockey trainings won't bother me much. i have to work. i cannot depend on my parents. they have their own bills to settle. i really hope i can get the job. so tomorrow, 3pm interview. wish me luck! oohh.. and i feel damn bad to you guys yesterday coz i was a big big jerk la. i'm sorry for being an asshole. you know who you people are. sorryy..
Simple Plan's Happy Together is playing in my head. nice song. go listen.
i think i shall go sleep now or maybe watch another movie. it's obvious i'm not going to sleep now i think. oh well. good morning to Singapura and good night to me. i'm signing off, till next time, same website, same old shit again. buhbbye.
green green green:)
at 3:34 am
Monday, December 06, 2004
moody moody moodswing.
i hate myself
now..
sometimes..
no wait,
almost everytime maybe..
i am not looking forward to my birthday.
i am sad.
i am always sad.
this sucks.
hahahaha.
anyway, this is so fun. i am actually blogging at night. just like old times. though i have nothing to blog about. but this is fun.
your friendly neighbourhood. MAT BOND! JENG JENG JENG!
green green green:)
at 11:51 pm
Sunday, December 05, 2004
http://www.musicforgood.org/ev_quiet.html
green green green:)
at 3:08 pm
Saturday, December 04, 2004
i made a point to burn all of the photographs.
she went away and then I took a different path.
Remember, Whatever.
It seems like forever ago.
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
She's in my head
From so long ago
green green green:)
at 8:40 pm
Green Day - Poprocks & Coke
Wherever you go, you know I'll be there
If you go far, you know I'll be there
I'll go anywhere, so I'll see you there
You place the name, you know I'll be there
You name the time, you know I'll be there
I'll go anywhere, so I'll see you there
I don't care if you don't mind
I'll be there not far behind
I will dare, keep in mind
I'll be there for you
Where there's the truth,
you know I'll be there
Amongst the lies,
you know I'll be there
I'll go anywhere
so I'll see you there
I don't care if you don't mind
I'll be there not far behind
I will dare, keep in mind
I'll be there for you
..Alright
If you should fall, you know I'll be there
To catch the call, you know I'll be there
I'll go anywhere, so I'll see you there
I don't care if you don't mind
I'll be there not far behind
I will dare, keep in mind
I don't care...
I'll be there for you
green green green:)
at 6:25 pm
i just got back from jalan jalan. went to find for some new cds and new clothes. HMV was damn packed la! i think sum 41's and simple plan's album is damn nice la.. must get one.. too bad i spent my money on nonsense, food, and more nonsense. so after that i went bugis to check out freshBox t shirts. i'm sure you all have heard it before. some of the t shirts were quite nice la.. the price also nice. ohh nevermind, i'll come back next time with MORE money. wahahahahaha!
i don't think i'll be getting myself a job since i'm stuck with hockey trainings. so i'll just have to depend on my savings, the sky(if money can drop), maybe my parents. i thought of working in the golf course carrying their golf stuff along wherever they go. but if it's damn sunny, have to stand the scorching sun la.. i also thought of working in some restaurant.. but i think can just forget about it. maybe if i'm that desperate, i'll really work.. most to most some fast food restaurant. still it's money earned! 'welcome to macdonald's, may i help you please?'
so hari raya has almost come to an end. i bet all the muslim people were happy. most houses were decorated so nicely. the food and the kueh muehs that made us grown fat(i'm lying) were all good! though this year's hari raya wasn't as happening as last 2 years before, but things went pretty well, it's going to be over. so i hope we all had fun. anyway, it's december people! you all know what that means right??? no it's not only christmas?! it means my birthday is so damn near! go start working and start saving for my birthday. i want a BIG BIG BIG PRESENT OK?
what you all waiting for? GO, SHOO, PODAH, GET LOST, start saving! i'll be waiting for my present.... :D
maybe next time i'll update you all my wishing list la. so it'll be easier for you all to get what i want.
green green green:)
at 5:44 pm
