soundcheck: somewhere over the rainbow - 50 first dates
i just got back home after a long day shopping with shafi. well actually it was him doing the shopping. i jst accompanied him. i see most people are in the festive mood and for me, i just got myself a pair of a new hari raya baju kurung, and that was also thanks to my dear sara. thanks dear! i actually wanted to get a new pair of sandals and new clothing but being in my situation is so sad right now. i see most of the people buying new stuff and as for me, i'm happy with what i have for now. i should be glad that i am still celebrating hari raya. who knows i might not get to celebrate it the next time. so i'm supposed to be happy with what i have.
i actually plan to get a new pair of sandals and a new pari of shoes and pants. a sporty sandals, a new pair of green nike shoes i saw at plaza singapura, and this nice jeans i saw few days back at u2, causeway point. oh well but i know that won't happen definately. i have bills to settle, my daily miscellaneous for the whole month including my ez link fare and concession.
so i hope hari raya would be quite an interesting one. i'm not sure if we're going visiting or not. either way, i should be happy. sigh.
to all my hindu friends, Happy Deepavali!
green green green:)
at 10:56 pm
Saturday, October 29, 2005
soundcheck: stockholm syndrome - muse
now i have no idea what does the title stands for but the music fucking rocks. it just gives you that gush of problems or makes you wanna rush or something lah. anyway, it's a saturday and i'm spending my saturday like most teenage life. i don't have to wake up early in the morning, bathe and all to get ready for my part time work at the zoo. noooo! i can wake up at 1030am today and watch pokemon for a VERY BLOODY LONG TIME since i've watched that cartoon. i've always missed my saturday cartoons even during my sec school era due to my hockey trainings. and now i'm working, i can even forget about kids central!!! damn it.
this song just makes you want to move things faster. i want my school to end faster. i want to have at least a week of holiday all by myself. i need to stone, i need to drift away, infact, i need to catch up with myself. i need trainings, fitness, lots of hockey practice. hopefully all of them would be achieve before my birthday. that also give you my friends, to start saving your money! you know i've always dreamt off the ipod 20gb. :) i'll be gladly to have that as a BIG present. i know if you thing that i don't buy you anything for your present, but you still have me you see, that makes it happening.
hahah ok i was kidding, it's weird flattering yourself. i'm off to get baju kurung with sara soon. she insisted on buying it for me coz her mother won this $20 voucher. let's see how it goes later.
i need a hair cut too... hmm..
alright, i'm off to bathe.
green green green:)
at 2:31 pm
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
soundtrack: not enough - our lady peace
today is the only day i got home and not rushing for anything, no training, not going of friends or spending time with her.
i was writing greeting cards for people, was about to bathe and get ready to go down and break fast over at my sister's place. i realised that my hamsters just gave birth to afew babies. one of them didn't make it, got eaten up by them. so i had to separate the other 3. it's abit sad. i'm figuring out how to deal with the babies. they still got no fur and all. i hope things would go well, i hope i'll come out with a brilliant idea.
anyway, yesterday training was alright, just due to me being unfit, i felt so tired. and u21 tournament is starting soon. and my hockey carrier will probably end soon next year. i think i've already played hard enough. i cannot go any further of becoming a better player. i'm just not improving anymore. i also realised that this year u21 is much more challenging. new players, fighting for 1st placing for the lions team. i think i'm going cubs definately. if i end up in lions, it's just to add up the numbers and not playing for them. if i end up in cubs, i'll play like shit for every game. so i don't have to wish myself any luck. i just want to get back my fitness and be strong, fast and a little more skillwork.
green green green:)
at 9:04 pm
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Flying Squirrel
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Tapir
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green green green:)
at 10:54 pm
Once again, money is an issue!
ok, let's hope i'm finally settled down. i have aqualung's music playing on my windows media player and i have lots to blog.
let's start off with work first;
ok i had a bad morning, everything went quite well actually, woke up the right time, bought my mother the berita harian. walked fast enough hoping i wouldn't miss the bus. so being a little dicky, i took 925 without knowing that the bus would not pass by the woodlands road, because in order to get to the zoo, i have to take a bus that moves along that road, so i could cross over and change to 927 towards zoo. so i was being quite confident lah that the bus would pass along that road. but instead in turned towards sungei buloh nature park. so i had to press the bell, took a long walk out of there to somewhere i could take a bus, so was walking real fast actually and at that time, i could feel my sandals were about to tear. and so i kept walking thinking it's nothing actually. then i saw this bus and thought i could catch it with my about-to-tear-sandals. and the sole came out. so i missed that bus and had to wait for another bus with my one sided sole sandals.
and i took the bus and i already quite knew that i've already missed that 927 bus towards zoo. so i crossed over and had to hail for a taxi. altogether it costs me $5.20 but the uncle was kind enough to charge me $5. -in the morning, my father gave me $10. then it was left with $5.
later in the evening, i was offered a job for night safari ground crew, i was thinking of working, but i'm not sure if i could handle it. i mean, i'm in school, doing attachment, i want to go for hockey training and i'm currently also working in the day zoo.
so broke my fast with most of my colleagues. my sister and my brother in law joined in later because they're working in the night safari. and my sister offered me to take pictures with the animals, she actually paid for me. it was this studio where you could really take photo with them but it's a crop and paste kind of stuff. so it was all fun. took pictures with khairuz, it was his last day working for zoo, won't be seeing him anymore. and remember that $5 i had, i spent it half with khairuz because we bought this hilarious pic of us. the pictures hopefully would be up on my blog. hahaha.
now! i'm bothered with whether i should work night safari, how am i going to survive with only like $20plus or lesser in my bank till my next pay. i'm looking for hari raya stuff like baju kurung and greeting cards. that i need to deal them with my $20. i don't know if i got time for the people and things around me if i start working for night safari. i won't get to see her often, won't get to spend time with my friends on weekends, won't go for training because i would be tooo tired. i need to plan my days slowly. i'm hoping if i could work on friday saturday and sunday.
i need my space now. how i wish monday i'm not going to school so i have the whole day to plan out my life.
ohh ya, roughly i've planned out my future life. this is what my roughly sketch of what i'm doing after my course, i'm hoping to get differ for my enlistment, and head on to higher nitec, from there, i'll move on to serving my 2year ns life. and after that, i planned to do part time precision engineering course at nyp. and the best part you could play sports for them too!! evertthing looks promising and smoothly to me, but i hope nothing screws up.
let time decide........
ok i'm off to stone for awhile.
green green green:)
at 9:07 pm
Friday, October 21, 2005
soundtrack: Brighter Than Sunshine - Aqualung, OST soundtrack Alot Like Love
this song is blasting in my room lah! freaking love this song, been looking for it since i watched it last time. it was really a nice movie. ok that show too makes me abit go emo. let's move on before i probably start tearing infront of my computer.
such a pussy.
anyway, friday was alright, fasting was all fine too. school was boring, unfortunately, my partner is delaying his part for the project, i want it done as fast as possible, and he's not doing anything either, it's me doing everything, something tells me that i should just hand my own work and let him die for all i care. anyway, 5 or 6 weeks left till school is FINALLY over! i can't wait, can't wait.
so tomorrow, i'll be working, should be quite fine i guess, hopefully lah. i won't be working on sunday, so it's going to be quite a long day because probably i'll be spending my da at home, i have no money to go out. i'm cash-less. i've already spent my money on bills, my trip to Hong Kong, my concession pass, my sort of weekly top up for my ez link.
i was on my way back from the orchard mosque, heading back home. i actually dropped by causeway point to check if they sold Hari Raya greeting card there. but sadly they sold them one per card. i was looking for those cards which come in packets. hmm i'll probably still hunt for them tomorrow. i kind of like writing the cards to my friends and my cousins. actually this started during the primary school days. hahaha.
i'm alone at home now, listening to 94.2fm, warna, trying my luck to listen to Hari Raya songs. hahaha. i'm going to make myself a hot milo and eat them with my famous amos. hmm i'm also thinking where she is right now, hopefully she's fine. alright i'm off.
THIS SONG REALLY ROCKS LAH!
i would say it's stone gila babi. mad pig. hahaha.
green green green:)
at 9:57 pm
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
soundtrack: someday over the rainbow. OST soundtrack 50 first dates.
i can't believe i cried after watching that movie. it's a so damn nice movie. it's just so sweet. i know i'm a sissy when it comes to this kind of movie but hey, different people have different personalities. oh well, it was a very nice movie. i'd rate it 5 starssssss. it's so sad but sweet. i just love the story line. i thought the movie would be something like the wedding singer but it was nicer lah. adam sandlers movies are never a bore!
well moving on, i'm sobbing away, that's suck la actually, makes me sound as if like i'm some pussy. shit. anyway, tuesday was fine. school was damn sleepy, to be honest, i was practically sleeping and working on the machine. but it's such a bad day because the wire kept breaking, so the whole day we kept threading the wire and all. so that already took the whole day, but in between i took a short nap here and there. got caught once in awhile la. but yeah, it was all quite ok.
i'm off to slack abit before i sleep. goodnight.
i love nor sara binte anwar.
green green green:)
at 9:25 pm
Sunday, October 16, 2005
i am actually quite tired and sad due to some problems.
BUT HEY!
i should be happy for my coach for something!
http://www.singaporehockey.com/c_General_News_2005_10_07_playing_a_different_tune_for_the_sake_of_hockey.html
i think we should be proud of him!
congrats.
green green green:)
at 12:50 am
Friday, October 14, 2005
i think i am going to abandon this blog. it's already somewhere near 3 1/2 years old. i don't think in future i'll have anything to blog. i'm quite impressed actually that this blog is quite freaking old. it's been with me since my sec 4 years. love those times. oh well this is a random thought and a random entry. but we'll see, let's vote! all of you who visits my blog, please vote... hahahaha.
TO VOTE whether i should still blog
tag me YES!
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otherwise,
tag me NO!
i think this would be quite fun.
i got a feeling no one will tag because there's only a bunch of my friends who will read this blog. hahha but what the heck? this is fun!
green green green:)
at 1:52 pm
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
soundtrack: your stories, my alibis - matchbook romance
i think this song is quite nice. so anyway, here i am back in singapore. i miss home alot actually, don't know why but i really do miss singapore. i miss her, i miss my family, i miss home. i think i'd rather have this worrying thoughts in me than rather being stuck in that so urban city. it's like everywhere down there is just tall buildings, buildings, buildings and more buildings. and the worse part of it is that is all so cramped up. it's not that really stress free but it was all fine. it was quite hard in the search for halal food there though. all we had was like cup noodles singapura laksa and tom yam, potatoes, vitasoy, kinder bueno and all those food not related to pork. hahahaha.
moving on, i know that being a singaporean all you do is just shop actually. so i spent most of the money on people whom i thought of. hahaha. well to me i guess it was worth spending. bought few of my friends stuff magnets and watches. hahaha. it's nice. yesterday my house was quite pack with my friends, actually yesterday we were supposed to break fast outside at the airport but most of them finish late. so mahendran and siti came over to fetch from airport. that was really nice of them actually. i forgot to thank them. shit! anyway, we went to causeway to get some stuff and then off to my house with my big big bags. i felt like being a santa claus. i bought my niece and nephew disney shirts. i think it's damn nice! bought for my father and my brother in law shoes. hahaha, and alot of stuff lah.. hahaha so we had dinner in my house. ahmad, tracy and shafi joined us later. it was all nice. it's like as if i was gone for a month.
today's school was quite tiring actually. i think i slept through the hours. well most of it actually. i was freaking tired. and i need to go off soon too later. i had to skip training just now coz school ended late. i didn't know that i had actually alot of work to do. so i finished most of my workpieces and there'll be less for tomorrow. so hopefully school tomorrow will be quite relaxed.
hmm i'm meeting sara tomorrow. actually i'm missing her because i don't know when was the last time i met her. she kept reminding me that she wanted to break fast together with me. so i thought tomorrow would be fine, hopefully if nothing goes wrong, insyallah.
alright i think i better comfort myself with my king koil matress, really it's king koil! toink! ok, i hope i won't have headache or any urge to break my fast before 6:57pm. haha.
green green green:)
at 11:08 pm
Thursday, October 06, 2005
i'm very occupied right now. i just got my list of things of what should we bring to HK tomorrow. i'm trying to read the email and also blogging at the same time. not forgetting that i need to update my CCA records for my school. it has to be done soon too.
one more problem to get rid. i just got my pay yesterday. i need to settle my bills before i leave singapore or i cannot go there in peace. my handphone bill went up the sky again. lucky me i'm away from singapore means no handphone. i guess i'll just bring them incase. hahaha. i don't know if my autoroam goes all the way to Hong Kong.
lots of things running through my mind. shit i thing i worry too much.
i'm sorry dear. i'm too busy with stuff. please understand me. anyway, happy 4th month together. I love you alot. will miss you when i leave. i hope you take care of yourself. :)
to my friends who are fasting, happy fasting, selamat berpuasa. to those of my friends having their holidays, enjoy! to those finish exams, enjoy also lah. those still studying for A levels, wish you all the best!
ROCK ON ROCK ON!
green green green:)
at 11:29 pm
Monday, October 03, 2005
i'm blogging for awhile now. using my sister's computer once again. i don't want to miss incredible tales so i'm blogging a fast one. alot has happened. just mainly the bad stuff. i'm pretty screwed right now. hmm anyway, to all my blog readers, i won't be blogging frequently now. like as if my blog is damn interesting to read. anyway, i'll be off on friday to Hong Kong. most probably will fast there.
sara:
thanks for the BIG card. and the poetries you wrote. i love you!
green green green:)
at 9:58 pm
