Saturday, September 26, 2009
i am begining to realise that we all live a perfect lie. all of us do.. we somehow get to be sooo sneaky and get away with simple lies just like that. yet, one can fall for it simply, while the other gets away with it.. and lie through their way out. why am i blogging about lies? don't ask.. i know i've been a bad bad boy after since i had my major break up with a special someone. true, i was the asshole in the whole episode of the relationship we had but i don't blame anyone for what's happening to me now. i just blame myself.. i feel that i've mistreated people around me and i don't know what good can i do to the damage i have done.
i still think that i'm not ready to face my consequences and i don't know when i will be? ughh. well, i guess that's the whole idea of me starting up back my blogspot so that i can rant my thoughts here and maybe somehow get my life figured out.
on a lighter note. i'll be busy throughout the week. so i don't actually have to feel fucked up about myself and what's going on around or with me. hmm.. and i'm saving up for a new ipod and a dslr camera. my current ipod is dying on me. i'll probably have it repaired someday and pass it to my nephew. i'll get a new one someday for myself. those are my achievements at least for this year... i know it had been a screwed up year but at least let me get that dslr camera that i had been wanting since last year and feel contented. as for the ipod..
btw, to someone i used to wrap around my shoulders;
Happy 22nd! all the best in many years to come. :)
somehow you still linger around my mind.
green green green:)at
1:42 pm
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Hello. i have decided that i am not going to delete this blog and that i have already changed my link now. so i welcome new blog readers. i will publish my blog on facebook soon. till i have new excitement stories to blog in my new adventures of j-o-h-a-n-daze.blogspot.com
by the way, my mother has landed in singapore yesterday. thanks for the concern. and Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin! :)
green green green:)at
12:40 am
