Saturday, July 04, 2009
it's over. i also think it's nothing much to blog here nowadays. all i have been blogging is about how regretful i can get and the fact is that there won't be another chance. so this will probably be my last entry. goodbye readers(if there're any). i know she won't be reading this as well so what the heck?
i've been blogging here since my secondary school era and now i think it has finally come to an end. this is as far as it goes.
if i had a choice, i would keep myself in a room until the day i am ready to face my regrets, until the day i am ready to accept the fact. till then...
thanks for nothing.
green green green:)at
10:39 am
Thursday, July 02, 2009
soundcheck: devil in a midnight mass - billy talent
i just got to know that my saturday is totally ruined. i am activated to go back to work. so to be precise, i am practically working from saturday morning all the way till monday afternoon. :(((( WHY?!
green green green:)at
9:16 pm
soundcheck: bitter heart - zee avi
ops room: morning, soc ops room
me: morning, sc johan here from kilo bravo reporting sick
o.room: ok later update on your days on mc
me: ok. but i'm attached to kilo foxtrot today
o.room: ok sure
me: ehh you happened to have the oc's number for kilo foxtrot?
o.room: ok hold on ahh..
hmm i think it's about time that i've fallen sick. must be this lack of sleep thingy going on in me for the past few days. i'm heading to the doctor later at about 7am. i need to update ops room on how many days mc i have. if i have one day, i have to come back to base tomorrow to report. damn it, if it is a worse case scenario, i'd had to come back after 12am. because officially the mc is valid till 12am. how pathetic right? that is national service.
ok, i'm going to rest awhile. i'm also going to ask the doctor if it's possible to precribe me a pill for forgetting someone on my mind. erase it totally off.
green green green:)at
6:02 am
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
i have been having sleepless nights!
i feel all so groggy and agitated.
i'm a walking insomnia.
find me a cure quick. i want my normal life back........
green green green:)at
6:57 pm
