soundcheck: keep holding on - avril lavigne
to be caught cheating is heart dropping. my heart just drop when i was caught cheating from my teacher yesterday. my stomach felt so bad i felt like puking! that's how bad to be caught red handed cheating. i think i won't want to cheat until i find it safe to do so, which is unlikely..
i kept thinking about it the whole day of yesterday lah, it could have been worse but i think my teacher was quite generous. if it was some other teacher, i'll get a zero or could have been a re test. phew.. i think it's better to be caught cheating now and feel how's it like than rather to be caught in an examination. ok, my muscle are aching due to the gym training i had last wednesday. i should have more gym training, i need to get back my match fitness and get back to my own world where it's just hockey and me.. those were the daysssssssssssss...
ok i'm off, i need to get ready for friday prayers.
green green green:)
at 12:26 pm
Sunday, January 21, 2007
soundcheck: summer romance(acoustic) - incubus
it's very hard to see people forget about something nice. i think truly, you try and try it just stays in you, it's better to have as a memory than something that keeps you tormented. i have colleagues going through rough times before and it's hard of them to be moving on from the spot they're at now, but slowly, somehow, you must, keep on going because life just continues.
right now, my 2007 aim is to get back into my old hockey fitness, hockey sessions, day and night is just hockey. i realised i have not been having my own trainings and going for much hockey trainings. i was having my training yesterday and i realised i was not up to fitness anymore, it's like i feel like i'm 45plus playing and i can't run anymore. there was once, after training i was going back home and i was climbing up the stairs to my lift lobby and my knees were like jelly. AND NOOO! don't you think of the dirty stuff, if you know what i mean.
so we were discussing after our training yesterday what we would do after the National Service. most of us, the team mates, will actually be retiring from hockey and signing on for the NS. it's very sad that most of us will actually be playing as a team for the last time, the last season as a team.. and then everything will go with away. a total of 10years plus of playing hockey with most of them. it's quite sad though but it's all memorable joyful moments. and those will be missed badly. my good days are also over. i don't think i'll be as fit as my golden years in secondary school.
wah, i feel like crying now lah, it's soo emotional. anyway, i think that's what blogs are for actually, i think to have a blog, you must be really emo, or maybe... it's just me. i'm always feeling that. ahh, i want to be at the chill out area at esplanade and listening to the bands having acoustic sessions. it's a pure pure relac one korner. i'm a mat still, so mind me please. :)
green green green:)
at 12:02 am
Thursday, January 18, 2007
soundcheck: all good things - nelly furtado
it was my first time that i actually went for a soccer match at the national stadium. it was only $2 at the entrance if you have your e-pass along! it was singapore against indonesia and the crowd was about 13000 plus according to the commentator.(i don't know the spelling)
it was a very 50/50 game and of course the indons had more posession. the lions' supporters jeer whenever the indons held the posession. EHH! i'm not writing some essay lah! anyway, the whole stadium was qutie intense. everyone was quite fired up due to some of the occasion the referee was about corked up! either ways the final score was a 2-2 draw. and it was a nice experience for me to be sitting in a stadium full of energy! yet another well spent night randomly.
some pictures to prove that i actually went to cheer for the Lions!
it was the ice ice mocha frapp therapy after the match!
free treat from sebas since he works at starbucks!!!
i still think becoming a barista at starbucks is damn cool!
green green green:)
at 8:37 pm
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
soundcheck: weather report - american analog set
i started procastinating my day from 8.30am onwards today. i was supposed to wake up then but i was too lazy to get my head of the pillow. so it dragged till about 1030am. woke up and bathe, got changed and geared up, i was ready for a 'mission'. i got my foot pump out for my bicycle and started to pump the tyres and i was off for woodlands stadium. i wasn't pleased with myself last weekend with the match i had against SRC. although i played like only 5-mins max, my fitness was horrible. i was breathing real hard.
so i set myself to run for 30mins around the track and 1 round for me was 4-5mins, yes very slow. so i ran for about 10 rounds and i gave up. it was very tiring. i need to have my of fitness training to myself. after all the jogging around the track, i settled down for a little while before i was off on my bicycle around woodlands. i cycle around causeway point, to al-ameen to st 41 where i got to fix a new bell for my bicycle, to the bank and back home.
it was a fun trip around the neighbourhood but the sun was a killer.
i need to have more of this!
green green green:)
at 10:35 pm
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i am so freaking happy to be awake at 1.30PM!!! when was the last time on a weekend i woke that late??? i feel that my life is a routine now;
monday: school is from 2pm to 6pm
tuesday: school is from 9.30am to 1pm
wednesday: school is from 12pm to 6pm
thursday: school is from 9am to 4pm
friday: i am either a sofa surfer or i will have to work
saturday: work
sunday: work
ok so i had the weirdest dream just now, though i was really having a bad stomach ache. i dreamt about going out with one of the hosts from girls aloud lah! not the golden coloured hair one but the tall with the star tattoo on one of her arms lah. what the hell? she is quite good looking though but i have no idea why i had a sudden dream of her.
okok, i actually forgot to add this in my new year's resolution. i think i must get my fitness back. i have no freaking match fitness! i can't play hockey anymore for real now. i think i better start arranging gym trainings too, i need to get ready like all boys should do. the National Service. hopefully i'll be called for the army, i loovvveee the army, maybe the uniform is green and also it's quite macho. ok, i think i better go bathe, my mouth stinks real bad and i wanna eat breakfast. i know it's already 2 plus. shut up!
green green green:)
at 1:48 pm
Friday, January 12, 2007
don't you think that you're being stereostyped when you're in ITE, Normal Technical, EM3.
i was in that route all along. still, today i just feel the same way.
why are we being stereotyped?
sorry i just think that way. correct me if i'm wrong please.
green green green:)
at 11:48 pm
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i feel like like i'm having the time when i was in during my secondary school days. i mean the whole day today was just about having fun i guess, well mostly. it has been a long time since i actually had a break from working every weekend. i mean i had a one day hockey tournament in the morning, we got kicked out. it was quite unlucky. after that i had lunch with hanis over at town. damn cool, it's been so long since i actually hung out at town during the weekend. i quite miss the bustling town. i miss the crowd somehow though i hate to be in a crowd, how ironic.
i bought two albums too! saosin and the fratellis! cool bands.. i think i bought them on impulse. well anyway.. it was fun, i mean i just felt light the whole day. apart from it when it comes around this time. some things will just tend to come back and let me think and i'll keep thinking about for quite some time.
i have two albums to keep me away from things! i shall make use of these two albums.
god, the fratellis is rocking big time on my itunes. i think i need a laptop. i just want my pc to be more compact so i can bring it around. too bad the flat screen, the subwoofer, the cpu can't be fit in to any of my bags, not even my big adidas bag. ok i'm crapping. i just need to cuddle myself up with the fratellis' music and suck my thumb now. good night.
ok so it's back to uniform tomorrow again! white, blue. it has always been that way since primary school. i hope when i serve the NS it'll be white and blue too! hahaha i mean then it'll be complete. i don't mind greeeen too.
green green green:)
at 11:02 pm
Friday, January 05, 2007
you know, i'm so worked out with the things i got myself into. every single time i think about it, my heart beats faster. i just don't know how i am going to be able just look forward. i have never been in this situation before and it's very low and behold every time, every night when i start to think about it. but i guess whatever it is, it's all in the mind, and of course time will tell. i shall prove myself wrong. but i doubt that would happen soon enough. i want to confide............ but my book isn't helping. hmm..
school is starting soon and hopefully all of these will be gone by then. i think i miss the school life. i hate the working life, everyone is just so back stabbing. the working environment itself is getting from bad to worse.
green green green:)
at 11:58 am
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
soundcheck: bohemian like you - the dandy warhols
it is a wednesday morning, i should be looking forward in more days, years, it's 2007! maybe i should cling on whatever that's in me and let me go, let me be freeeeeeeeeeeee. i have been clouding myself with emo thoughts and that is a definate bad health. of course to forget about it takes time, but it's better than nothing, i shall let time tell, time will tell. that has always been me.
i am quite proud that my blog is still running and kicking! it has been like since 2003, like 4 years! whooo! and time just moves soo fast. i have another semester to complete and guess what, i will be in year 2. and once year 2 is completed, it is time to serve the national service. oh well, it's still a long way for me.
i just don't know what kind of mess i got myself into but i shall start living afresh once again, though i keep failing in doing that. i shall try and i will try to keep on trying. hahaha. i mean it's no use drinking over a spilt milk. or something like that the saying goes? what is done is done and obviously there is no time machine to actually correct the mistake or work things out then. it has been worked out and this is the outcome. so i should accept the fact.
if most of you don't even know what the hell i'm talking about, it's ok. i don't think it should be understood too. just enjoy the new song on my blog!
bohemian like you - the dandy warhols
green green green:)
at 11:31 am
