soundcheck: far away - nickelback
my itunes is on a shuffle, so please mind the emo song. it's a great song though by nickelback! no wait, it's not even playing on the blog, there's nothing to mind about.. anyway firstly, i just want to say sorry to the people i have promised to celebrate the countdown with you guys. i'm just out of cash and i'm quite lazy to go and such unless i have a such thing like my own vehicle, which i can wait for a long time. i'm just not up for it lah. being me a party pooper, i just think i'm not the party-ing all the way kind of person lah. anyway, i'll make it up for you guys, sorry.
and thanks sara, for the accompany. 'vcd marathon', well it wasn't adam sandler's though but it's ok. thanks.. i loved it anyway. it was really nice. ily.
well i think you guys must have thought that i am a very very very boring person. hahaha, i am lah because after the whole night, i decided to do a "new year's" cleaning in my room. there were alot of stuff, lots of old old stuff that i have been keeping for very very long time. after much cleaning, i decided to throw them away lah. i think there is a habit of me that i tend to keep stuff and not throw them away. i was looking through all my shoe boxes, that is where i store my stuffs. like different stuffs, different shoe boxes. and there were lots of mess. i came across the scroll of receipt that.. i don't know... it just got me blank... but that's life. sometimes it's better just to look forward and not backwards. hahha, hopefully i am.
ok, so now my room is much more neater i would say. i have been procastinating to clean my room ever since the school holiday started, and guess what, i'm only finished with the thing i'm supposed to do now! how wonderful. hmm, another one more week and i'm back to school. somehow, i miss school. just want to get done with it with good grades. i shall make that come a miracle in me. i'll prove my best.
lastly people,
Selamat Hari Raya Haji and Happy New Year.
i have always hoped a smooth sailing year but i never had a new year's resolution before.
and so i think i shall have one for the new year, i want dreams and wishes to come through. hahah ok i'm crapping. see i don't have new year resolution.
ohhh! channel 5's countdown is like shit! most of the artist can't sing for nuts. go home and countdown on your bed lah.
green green green:)
at 11:51 pm
Monday, December 25, 2006
soundcheck: empty apartment - yellowcard
i think that almost all adam sandler's films are just plain sweet and hilarious. i've already cried to 3 of his movies already. someday, i want to do a dvd marathon in all the adam sandler's films, who wants to be my guest?
he makes the sweetest movies ever lah. one day when i get rich, i'll make a wonderful date set up on top of a hill with my wonderful greeeeeeen kucing kurap car and look into the special someone's eyes and tell her how much that someone means something to me. i want to lie on top of the car star gazing and eating a jar of cookies. although that i'm not that sweet as in any adam sandler's films, i'll try my very best just to please that special someone. i just want her to smile at me and laugh at my not-so-funny-needs-to-force-you-to-laugh-jokes. you get what i mean lah.
but then again, i'm living a life full of shits, i dream too way way too much. if things like these happens, actually NOOO.. it'll never happen, not in my lifetime.
i'm feeling so emo-fied.
anyways, welcome back to singapura sara, :)
green green green:)
at 11:53 pm
soundcheck: my happy ending - avril lavigne
i don't know am i so freaking ON when it comes to 12am in the weeeeee hours. i have so many things on my mind! clear clear clear!
lucky me, i have a book that i can rant my thoughts there! and no one shall read it! mwahhahahaa.
green green green:)
at 12:45 am
Sunday, December 24, 2006
soundcheck: fix you - coldplay
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones,
i will tryyyyy fix you.
i am at my work place right now, everything seems very slow. coldplay has been playing on my phone softly on a repeating mode. i think the lyrics are just overwhelmed to me. i have been going through stuff that i think i should not have. it's just that shit happens and i will keep telling myself that.
so here am i sitting down typing while waiting for guests to sign up for the friends of zoo membership. yes, of course you may think that i am really free to blog at my work place, well i really am and the day seems very gloomy and slow. and i like days like these, don't ask why, i'm a very emotional fellar. it's coold and i like it.
anyhows, i think i should get back to work, i'll probably stone and keep having thoughts, not wild thought.. just that some things from the past and should have been forgotten long... long... long. ok crowds are here, better be off now....
and lastly, merry christmas people.
green green green:)
at 10:14 am
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
soundtrack: love hurts - incubus
i was walking back from work just now. as i was walking against the sheltered walkway, i saw lots of snails slugging their way out of the drain. it was so slow, so calm, so certain. i was listening to incubus' love hurts from their new album. it's very dazed, very nice. i'll put it up on my blog soon if i have the time. it goes along in this very nice windy, cool atmosphere. i love rainy seasons. it's my kind of month, december. everything should be right, well not this year i guess.
i've been thinking way too much, too much about things that shouldn't be on my mind. i have only a theory to my misery. "i can never fulfill someone's day, yet i can never fulfill my own day." i think i should start writing soon. i have alot of words flying on my mind, just that i don't have the time to actually pen and write it.
sorry i've been away, thoughts have been keeping me away from blogging. thoughts that shouldn't be thoughts. thoughts that were history, thoughts that should be only dreams, are coming back to real and haunt me in this very december, my december.
anyway, things that you guys may have missed.
well it was my bday, it was a nice outing i had with my colleagues and friends. of course you too. thanks for everything.
ps, thanks to those who've wished me too. it meant alot to me. sorry i'm just not being myself lately. and thanks to sara, who surprised me with delifrance breakfast over at my place. i look bad in the morning so mind me. :)
green green green:)
at 10:58 pm
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i think mixed feelings suck big time!
green green green:)
at 10:04 am
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
soundcheck: a million ways - ok go
it is our 14 months together.
we've gone through much enough and hopefully more to come. ily.
anyway, i've been quite tired after the marathon, i didn't had the urge to actually blog about the whole marathon. well, it all started at 5am 3rd dec 2006. my father actually drove me to padang so i was kind of the earliest.. waited for bernard and pearlene as they were still on their way then. our run actually started at 7am but we were quite late because we had to declare our bags to them to keep for us. and so it was a wonderful morning jog through the whole 10km. i didn't stop throughout the run because i promise myself whatever it is, i'll jog slowly instead of stopping and walk. so i did made it through by jogging all the way. along the central building district area and it was damn nice lah. if i'm ready and fit enough for next year. i might just take part for the half marathon or the 42km? well not so soon for the 42 km.
well that was us after the run. bernard, pearlene, myself and also my nephew, qayyum. he took part in the kids' dash 750m. he was placed 7th! how cool was that? hahaha. bernard pearlene and i took part in the 10km of course. i doubt we were ready for 21km. hahaa.. it was worth, the free adidas running singlet, the bag, the morning.. everything was great. morning run is refreshing!
green green green:)
at 10:25 pm
