soundcheck: untitled - simple plan
i think this song is damn emo. it would be nice listening to it in the morning when you feel so sleepy and emo-istic. hahaha. and also on your way back home if you're tired or down. ahhh.. i'm so full of shit. anyway, i'm quite sleepy and i want to go to sleep. but i'm not sure why i'm online blogging. anyway, my hamsters have four babies! hopefully they will still be alive, and have furrs. i can't wait to see them grow. hahhaa. i really hope everything goes fine. i don't want to see the parent eating the babies up.
ahmad just left, he came over to help me on my maths. well, hopefully my test this friday would be quite simple. i realised that my next few days from tomorrow will be hectic. i have a bike theory lesson tomorrow after school and my school ends at 6. friday i have another bike prac and test also. saturday sunday i'm working and i think sunday i have another hockey match. proabably got to ask for another half day.
maths is a headache don't you think so. i am somehow going to force myself to do best in it and hopefully it won't come out in my next semester or next year. please please please... but definately my course will bound to have maths subject. it's an engineering course for goodness sake ahh.
sometimes do you feel like you're incomplete?
ok i think it must be the song that drifting me to the emo side.
hmm, i'm wishing for a cold night.
i want to be drifted away from here.
i'm going to be emo, good night.
green green green:)
at 12:12 am
Friday, June 23, 2006
soundcheck: bukan tak sudi - iklim
this is so embarassing. i failed my bike practical 1.02. very embarassing. somehow i feel abit frustrated. first, i'm trying not to spend alot of money but failing makes me fork out more money. irritating. school was alright today. i need to have my self study soon. i need to motivate my ass to go to any quiet and study. at home, isn't a good place to study because i have loads of distractions. i have my computer, i have tv, when i don't feel like watching tv, great shows will be shown. irritating. soo i chose that maybe the nicest and quite comfortable place would have to be the library. i think woodlands library is good. the last time i went there was during my N levels. YES! somehow i did study abit when i was in sec 4. other than that, being me, it's rarely to find myself soo obedient and all. hahaha. i cannot study more than 15mins. my ass will start to itch.
during the holidays, i have to know how to juggle my hockey work and studies.. and also bike lessons. hopefully i can manage it somehow. i know i have to make sacrifices. we'll see how it goes. i'm quite frustrated and sad that i had to fork out money on the same bike practical lesson. wasting my money and of course time. but oh well, the instructor is best at making decisions. i hope my next coming lesson i can procced to 1.03. i wanna run on the big circuit, not just small circuit when i just can go round and round and all instructors looking at me. hmm.
i'm quite scared of my upcoming tests. honestly, i can't really look forward to the 3 weeks holiday. i think that holiday is to prepare ourselves for the exams that will be in a months time after that. higher nitec is very much a big difference than what i thought. there's no more sitting in a computer lab and sign in through our portals and do the exam questions where there's mcqs for all question. now it's back sitting in the hall like old times. sometimes i think i'm kinda losing interest in school, but that must have been a random thought.
moving on, tomorrow, if it goes well, we're going wild wild wet. it's time to have some time to enjoy abit. school and work, is very stressing enough.
green green green:)
at 9:19 pm
Thursday, June 22, 2006
*this is the song that never ends
yes it's the song that's on my friend
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
and they continue singing it forever just because..
(*back to the start)
this song was from my p5 camp. it's irritating but it's nice.
ok that was a random entry.
green green green:)
at 12:09 am
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
soundcheck: macy gray - i try
i don't know how to start this entry, but since it's already typed, i shall move on. it's a cooling tuesday. i'm somehow at home, not going for my hockey training because i'm somewhat having a slight fever, i keep sneezing and coughing throughout my whole day today. i was nearly late for school, lucky, woodlands to dover wasn't that far enough. maths lesson wasn't helpful at all. i am seriously in deep shit. firstly, i hate the maths teacher, she's bad. as in i think she's not a good teacher at all. secondly, once if i give up hope on something, it's most likely i'll give up maths totally. soo that means i have a high chance of seeing myself back in year one, doing maths and computer programming.
i need a friend who can help me out in maths. the reason now why i don't have anyone to teach me maths is because most of my friends are busy with their stuff.. and me, i need to find myself working my ass out on maths everyday. i need to wake up! i have tests coming up next week. i just knew my maths test results today and it was pathetic. no as in really, PATHETIC. i need someone to guide me in maths, anyone! i am somehow to to juggle my holiday with hockey, work and studies. ohh and also abit of my bike lessons. when i'm free, i want to drag myself to somewhere quiet like the library doing work or at home practicing my maths and doing other revision. noo i don't think i can be at home, there's too many distractions.
ok so sick, i need food. i need to take my medicine. ok, tomorrow another half of maths, i hate that teacher so bad, that it's going to affect me because for that, i won't understand a single thing she teaches. i must find a solution to get rid of this. i can't stand her, i really can't. BITCH. ahhh.. finally, i feel somehow relieved.
green green green:)
at 7:49 pm
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
alright, don't ask how was my maths test, i don't want to think or talk about it. argh i could only answer 2 bloody questions. damn it. felt so ripped. anyway, after lesson, i went all the way to suntec to check on my G-SHOCK.. hahha because one of the button was gone. had it fixed and my strap changed. it all cost 47.25. soo expensive ahh. i am seriously going to hold myself back on spending stuff the whole of this month unless there is need to buy something.
i got my ipod fixed finally. i went over to the care centre after i fixed my watch. they had my ipod reformatted and restored. now i'm back to heavy downloading of musicccc. hopefully? if i can find new bands and new albums. should i download backstreet boys? britney spears? i think i should. it's noo harm you know. we all have our pop taste in us. right RIGHT RIGHT?
tomorrow school starts 1030, i'm wondering what to do after school tomorrow. but i end school at 6pm, which is quite late, and i need to save money, so i'll be heading home then. hmm it's so fast to reach another weekend. my last weekend was sort of well spent. i need to somehow get up early for work on weekends so that i won't have to waste 5 dolllars on taxi fare. haha..
here are some pictures which i took last weekend. a trip to JB, and also, dinner after work cum jogging at bongo burgers.
10-06-2006(Sat)
Lunch at City Square(JB) Kenny Rogers.
wasn't that worth it but shopping and dinner at angsana pizza hut was feeeling.
OHH and dunkin' donuts too!
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11-06-2006(Sun)
This was dinner at bongo burgers after work cum jogging.
that night was quite cold, and i looooved it.
everything was so right.
OF COURSE INCLUDING MY MEAL.
green green green:)
at 9:36 pm
Monday, June 12, 2006
soundcheck: steady, as she goes - the raconteurs
alright people, i am back online.my computer is fixed and i am going to be budget for the next few months. i need to spend less, and don't have the great singapore sale because i have shopped in malaysia. damn sad. i think i would have to limit myself. the reasons to it is mainly because i need money for school and work. i have already settled my bills and gave to my parents afew, so it's not that bad. i'm left with afew to survive till my next pay. i am also trying to fork out more money on my bike license, yes.. bike license. hear me right, i am aiming to get it end of this month/starting of next year. i am sooo eager to get it, soo agitated and abit irritated by my friends who have already gotten bike license PLUS a bike alone. damn it!
i want it! i want to have a reputation about me having a bike. i wanna on my own vehicle man. not some morning-smell-train-filled-with-peoples'-sweat-that-just-moist-on-their-shirts. eww.. it makes the train smells like a changing room after a hockey match. hahahahhaa
ohh ohh!!! hockey tournament starting soon. i have yet to get my fitness back. better buck myself up on every trg i come. i can't wait. i wanna play well and play as a team. we've bonded quite well i guess so far. i wanna see who's in the first 11. hopefully i get to be in it.. hahhaa.
ok today's entry is quite random, my weekend was alright, well spent. i had shopping at JB. bought afew stuff, but pizza hut was worth going there for. ahhahha. yummm. alright, better get ready for school tomorrow. i gotta go do my maths abit. i have a test on wednesday. YES, BE SHOCKED! i am practicing my maths. go to hell!
green green green:)
at 10:42 pm
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
soundcheck: dosed - red hot chili peppers
i'm actually over at my sister's place here. i'm still quite sick but i chose not to miss school because of lessons and maths especially. i realised unless i'm really that sick, i'd probably have to miss school. but it's just a slight fever kinda thing and also my throat hurts. because last week before i fell sick, i was eating alot of chocolates. you name it, maltesers was one of them. ahh that chocolate is heaven. unfortunately now, i'm suffering. i had to miss the pimp night party at the clubhouse, wasted $15. damn it. oh well.
yesterday went to meet hanis and siti. happy loving couple. hahaha. we met up to watch da vinci code! yes! me, johan! johan a show with understanding. you know i watch shows and i don't understand things. i watch because of action and comedy. but da vinci code was great. benji tagged along to watch too. so i didn't felt like a light bulb. da vinci code was really good, it's a must watch movie if you haven't watch yet.
i got lots of stuff to settle this month, my bills, i need to get a new bag, i need to recover for more trainings, i need match fitness, i need to get a new training bag. i realised my wonderful big handy reebok bag going to koyak already. so i cannot find any nice training bag. i don't like those sling big bags though, i prefer a big bag pack. then i can put my books if i'm going training from school. cool right, maybe i'll shop when we head down to johor this weekend.
yes! we're going to across the causeway this saturday. we're having our own GSS there, i'm not sure who's going but i am. i need to extend my passport TOO! yeah. that's part of the alot of stuff i need to do. hmm, and now to add to my wonderful headache, my computer is not working. that's why i'm at my sister's place lah, go figure!
i need to save money and get a new pc. as in that big box where you have all the wirings and microchips and all in it. i need help, i'm no IT geek. i'm a stoner, and i'm proud of that, i think? hahah.
ok, i need to surf now, as in surf the internet. hahaha.
green green green:)
at 8:15 pm
Monday, June 05, 2006
let's all stone on this wonderful monday.
i sense trouble coming my way.
i want to run away.
i don't want to hear your say
we went our seperate ways. i chose it that way.
i'm sorry if now i keep ruining your everyday.
i'm truly sorry, you don't have to hear my say.
but i hope you'll understand me, and forgive me someday.
goodbye. goodbye. i should be doing the right thing.
i really feel like running away. please someone, help me. make my day, crack your jokes, do something stupid. i want to be somewhere by the beach, the sunshine canopy. stay there till dark, look at the stars, i'll figure out to shape things out. a breezy wind, hear the sound of the wave crashes, the sound of the coconut trees rattling. everything should be perfect. i want my ipod playing incubus' morning view album. saying goodnight to the world.
i realised the first 3 lines were rhymed and i didn't thought of writing anything rhyming. it just came naturally. cool. anyway, enjoy this video. it's somehow very enlighting.
Title And Registration - Death Cab For Cutie
i really want to run away.
someone save me.
green green green:)
at 11:44 am
Friday, June 02, 2006
soundcheck: run - snow patrol
okok, i have to blog about this. this is my horoscope. sagittarius, enjoy. ohh please tell me if everything that's written it's true?
SAGITTARIUS
Spontaneous.
Horny.
Freak in Bed.
High sex appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
Not one to mess with.
hmm contradicting? hmm.. well i think i'm Horny and i'm not a freak in bed! i'm good lah... i think?
green green green:)
at 10:28 pm
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i have 10mins before my other class starts. i'm actually at the school library now, and looking through temasek poly prospectus. how to get in to poly from higher nitec. i realised i must somehow obtain more than 2.5 gpa point. which is not what i can expect because i realised it's getting harder and harder. i was having a class before and we were learning about boolean algebra. whatever it was, it was confusing enough and later, i'm having another complicated module, computer programming. how wonderful right??
my class will end at 6 later and iwll be meeting hanis, deepan benji at toa payoh to chill for awhile i hope. i can't stay longer because i don't wanna be late tomorrow man. i'm still somehow missing my ipod, hopefully my itunes could be fixed. i want more music on the way to anywhere. ok, i want everything lah, which i cannot get. tomorrow i have bike lesson at bbdc. i'll be quite tired and lost because i'm still new to it. saturday i'm working and then i'll be heading to the clubhouse to parttteeeyy. ok i don't partteyy ok, i sit and drink coke.. no really. i do not parteeyy, i'm too kental to do that, i can't dance for nuts. i'm there to enjoy myself. hopefully i will lah? then on sunday i'll be going for shafi's gig. before that i'm not sure what i should do. hmm.. oh well. ohh! class starting already. i'm off now.
green green green:)
at 1:50 pm
