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simple plan rocks.
whahahahahaha!
green green green:)
at 11:14 am
Saturday, January 29, 2005
what the fuck is wrong with my hockey?
okok. so i had a match today and i think i screw it up badly, everyone was like shouting at me saying stuff i shouldn't be hearing. johan don't play like a girl, harder johan, come on la johan! blah blah blah.. fuck! maybe i should be deserving those comments la. i don't know what the fuck happened to me la.. ok maybe it's the hot sun, but still. my fitness was damn bad, i was running to catch for the ball and half way no more jet already. fuck! tomorrow's game, i am just seriously hoping to play normally like how i usually play every match. ohh, i also think i won't be playing for premier this year since my hockey matches got fuckthup. i don't know, still no calls yet, but benji is definately playing. oh well. playing for any other division would be fine but the feeling of playing for premier is there although i'm practically sitting my ass on the bench most of the games but i did have fun. i feel damn good playing with the pro stars. star.. kaaaaarat. wahahhaha no la.. it's really nice, learn new skills, power dribbling. fooyoooo. i'm going to work hard for premier no matter what people say. i've played there once, i'm not going to get demoted! no. even if it takes me sitting on the bench. i want to be in the team.
i need to work on my hockey, i know this year very critical year. i must aim for alot of things. firstly is of course about my ite life. i seriously need to excel myself to poly coz i know i can never go anywhere with a nitec cert. most to most at least higher nitec. that also would have to depend on my NS differment. i still haven't got any letters yet and it's very scary coz i'm one of the last few who haven't got any letters about the NS yet. almost all my friends have already differed their NS. second, i need to work out about my hockey and my fitness, fuck i feel like i'm unfit. third, i'm trying to juggle my work life, hockey life, and school life all in one. which will definately will be damn tiring. i'm already started to feel it. work life was an additional for this year la. last year i could go for trg coz it wasn't as tiring. school life this year is also tiring coz almost everyday except friday and wednesday we finish around 5. sometimes even 5.30pm. i don't know how to manage all those together.
the sad thing about trying to work all these 3 stuff together is that i feel i don't have much free time now. no time for friends, no time for hockey, no time for gigs, no time for checking out new cds!!! i haven't found what's the happy part la. ohh so far only one. i get to shop for something now. i don't have to wait for my sister or my parents. coz i get paid. but i don't usually shop unless there's a need to anyway. i know i can make it. thinking positive is my motive this year. it's a must!! so tomorrow's match i'm not hoping to score a goal but at least just play normally like how i always play. against CSC. wil definately be tiring one so i'm going think about the game tomorrow, rest well and good night singapura. whoa. quite a long entry.
green green green:)
at 10:43 pm
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
ok, the reason i took part in cross country this year is not because i want to get back my fitness or anything, partly because i want my cca point and another good stuff is that all the other ite schools will be there. that means we'll get to see all those chicks from bishan and now simei! they'll be running too!!! wahahahahahahahahaha! so looking forward to it, the run is on the 21 feb. i'm going to LOOK fit.
my hockey matches has been a real turn off lately la. the last few games i've been playing like shitshitshitshitshit! i screwed up in my ivp matches, my u21. fuck la. i don't what's wrong with me. i think i need to go training tomorrow. and hopefully i get to play on both weekends since i'm not rostered on working. quite sad la, won't be working this sat. just don't screw up my weekend match. and ohh ya, i hope ite really will become champions again this year. i know we can do it! i don't want NP to win. suckers! hahaha
ok i'm off to eat. i woke up to eat. i'm so clever.
green green green:)
at 9:25 pm
Saturday, January 22, 2005
green green green:)
at 10:29 pm
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
i am sick.
i have high fever.
it's almost 39 degrees.
i miss a match today.
i hope ITE won NYP at least 1-0.
i hope i can go to school tomorrow.
i miss hockey so much.
i think i'm gonna miss training tomorrow.
i'm not okay. (i promise)
green green green:)
at 7:17 pm
Friday, January 14, 2005
ohh shit! ashlee simpson looks hot la! i like her black hair, her eyes, her outfit and all!! i like her lala song la. i'm gonna be addicted to that song for quite sometime. i even downloaded the music video la! but i'll get over it. i hope. ahahaha
you make me wanna lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
green green green:)
at 5:21 pm
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
ashlee simpson - la la
somehow i find this song nice. you make wanna lala. hahaha.. funny la. alright, i purposely skip training today coz i was damn damn tired. i've been sleeping late and school starts early everyday. bloody shit! machining is fun though but the thought of being in aerospace is still there. ooh tomorrow school ends late. the latest day in my whole time table. we finish school at 5.30pm. i wonder what workpiece would take that long to do. i hope it's not a theory lesson. NO! NOT FROM 1 PLUS ALL THE WAY TILL 5.30PM. no! but anyway i can ask for early leave since there's a match against NTU. so for those of you reading this now, come down tomorrow and watch the match. it should be fun. i'll the number 3 guy seating on the side of the pitch, oh yaa! and our jersey is damn sexy! tight fitting sial! probably can see your nipples sticking out. wahahahahaha! SEXAY I TELL U MAN! ok i better go get somemore sleep. i actually woke up to eat only. god, i can simply wake up just to eat but not for school. weird fool. ok singapura, sayonara, aku nak belah, selamat malam lah, goodnight lah. fuck off la!
green green green:)
at 11:05 pm
Monday, January 10, 2005
i think this will be a quick entry.
it started out in the morning where i got fucking pissed with the bus 21 at novena. i was waiting.. no not me only.. almost all the ite balestier people were actually waiting for that fucking slow service bus. we waited for about 1 hour and then only the bus came. idiot. i felt like shouting at the driver but nevermind, it's in the morning. haha and i don't think i am that bad. :) but i was really pissed.
today i got to know which course i was posted to and it was machining. nah it wasn't aerospace. quite sad la. but what to do.. didn't work hard enough la. i'm gonna tell myself this year to work my fucking ass to poly or at least higher nitec. but my aiming is poly. i gotta keep telling myself that. im gonna be a nerd. i'm gonna wear thick glasses. i'm gonna bring as many books. i'm gonna mix with my thick glasses friends. i'm gonna be the first ITE student you'll find in a library studying! i think machining shouldn't be that bad.. but aerospace should've been better la. oh well.
today's match> ITE agst SP. score> 7-2.
ite won. we're not good. i don't think we're going far.
next match on thursday against NTU.
we'll get thrashed. trust me.
i'm addicted to Alicia Keys' Karma.
what goes around comes around,
what goes up must come down.
green green green:)
at 10:41 pm
Thursday, January 06, 2005
boo!
hahaha. i'm very very tired. training wasn't tiring but i'm damn tired. i'm lack of fitness. school starts next week. i'll have my first game against singapore poly. COME AND WATCH MY FRIENDS!(u know who u r)hahaha. anyway i should be sleeping now. ohh ya and please enjoy my wonderful song playing on the player. fornow, good night or should i say good morning singapura! off to nanaland.......
Incubus - Echo
There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something, someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
power lyrics
incubus rocks!
green green green:)
at 2:23 am
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i don't know if i had post this writing before but it's damn nice
i like it.
hmm...
Take my hand
We'll have it planned
Leave this place forever
Let's leave together
Sitting by the beach late at night
If it's cold, I'll hold you tight
We'll talk all about music
Singing our favourite song lyrics
This would be so lovely
You could stay up with me
I don't have to be dreaming
Coz I know it's really happening
Fuck.. i like this so much. one day i hope it'll turn out to be a song.
song writer: M. Johan :)
hahahahaha! dream on..
but it's nice la.
green green green:)
at 3:03 pm
Monday, January 03, 2005
hi, my name is johan.
green green green:)
at 11:17 pm
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
Jimmy Eat World
everyone has their own talent. can i know mine?
please?
please?
please?
ohh my nephew has that collision course by linkin park and jay-z. last time when i was in pri 2, i didn't know what walkmen was also. i didn't think of buying cds or cassettes. i was a small little boy who knows nothing but going to school and make a fool out of myself. and i still am one. :) ahh memories.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
one superb song!
green green green:)
at 6:48 pm
Sunday, January 02, 2005
some of our Zoo Guest Relations(GR)Staff.
green green green:)
at 11:17 pm
a green green new year.
tomorrow school starts for almost everyone. i'll be starting my school next week which is one the 10th. can't wait till school starts. then school and work. then school, work and hockey. i'm soo good at juggling with my time. hahaha. went to the hospital today coz one of my cousin got a miscarriage baby. very sad. but i think she's ok now. hope she'll be fine soon. i went to queensway after that to get my boots. got it for $65 coz it was last pair and that was the cheapest shop we could find. the rest were all selling about 70-79 dollars. i also got a new green vans shoes. :) another green for the year.thumbs up. have a wonderful day for those starting school tomorrow, won't be seeing you guys often now.
green green green:)
at 10:16 pm
Saturday, January 01, 2005
thank goodness i'm not working tomorrow. i don't know how the full timers can tahan all day long everyday. but anyway, i'm not going to work tomorrow. i think i'm gonna do self shoooppppppiinng. i think i'll go shop for turf boots and vans shoes. i'm still looking around for the green squre-ish specs. i hope somewhere will have it. :)
i feel so left out, i feel like i'm not making use of my holiday. i'm working my arse and they're all having fun. which is damn good to me coz i don't think about money much.. not that i know how to spend it. i can't even keep $10 for one day. oh well, i can't just quit like that. soon my school is starting and it'll be hell. HELL. i have school, work and hockey to put up. have fun juggling la. hai. i'm feeling down. i need stone music to cheer me up...
green green green:)
at 11:13 pm
