Sunday, October 31, 2004
hmm.. another week gone. getting close to my exams. damn scared la.. don't know what to do if i don't make it to aerospace, worse still, won't even make it into year 2. metrology and metallurgy sucks. i don't know any single thing about that module. i was doing my grinding phase test and i think i already lost 16 marks from there. i want to get into a good course, good life, good future!!! everyone does. ahhhhh enough of school la. i had training this week and i finally get to play hockey.. it was fun la.. finally training back with my team mates although they were playing for the other team. ohh ya. fasting has been going quite smoothly.. so far so good.
i just realised that my school only has one month holiday and that really sucks la! almost everyone are having their holiday soon. some even started already.. and me.. still in lost in school. don't know whether can go year 2 not.. i hope i will la.. is a must la.
today was alright. went out to eat with tracy and johan. then after that we went to watch some scary movie at causeway point.(DON'T BRING ME TO ANY SCARY MOVIES!) and now i'm back home d/ling music and trying to finish my online e-tutor. and then i don't know what to do after this. and then i think i'm going to fall sick, and then i think i won't be sleeping, and then i'll end up using the comp till later in the morning, and then i'll get screwed, and then i think i better go now...
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1:42 am
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
i just had my engineer drawing test today and it really sucked! damn i think i'm going to fail my auto-cad also la like this. tomorrow i having another test for cylindrical grinding. don't know how had it's going to be.. but heck la.. ok i just lost my mood for blogging. or maybe i forgot what i wanted to type.. damn it.
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10:05 pm
Saturday, October 16, 2004
ohh i forgot
download this song
the bees - chicken payback
nice funny song
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8:45 pm
damn.. how long have i not been blogging? i've been missing my prayers and i think that's bad.. guilty. hahahaha. anyway, here i am typing my shits inside here. hmm fasting month has started and so far so good. hope everything goes fine all the way. been having lots of problem around the house and i just think it's not the time to have these nonsense. anyway, i know no matter what, it's going to happen i and just hope to pray for the best. i don't think i am looking forward to this year's hari raya. it doesn't seem right when you have problems running around the house and you keep on thinking when it'll end. this really sucks.
one month till my exam. been doing quite well in my practical though it's hard. i have to get through this. i know i must. they had the option about what courses we're willing to take after this semester and i've chose aerospace as my first choice, 2nd tool & mould and 3rd machining. i know it'll be a miracle if i somehow get inside the aerospace course. but whatever it is, i'm going to work for it. i think all those 3 courses aren't that bad actually.
I have these sleepless nights
Every night, I can't get to sleep tight
This is what I always write about
It's in my mind forever, I just can't get it out
I tried to close my eyes
But the same things kept running through my mind
It's no surprise
It's like a movie, pictures combined
I feel like I have nothing to keep
I feel like I'm useless, just standing nowhere
And even if I somehow fall asleep
Sweet dreams would probably be nightmares...
i don't know but i find it quite nice. though i find it not rhyming. but it's fine.. i guess.. to me..
oh well to all my muslim friends and all those people fasting
Happy Fasting..Selamat Berpuasa!
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8:13 pm
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
So give me Coffee and TV
History
I've seen so much
I'm going blind
And i'm braindead virtually
Sociability
It's hard enough for me
Take me away form this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start all over again
:
Blur - Coffee & TV
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9:49 pm
Thursday, October 07, 2004
I HOPE THIS IS NOT TRUE.
anyway is my music on the blog working?
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9:51 pm
Monday, October 04, 2004
damn i forgot about blogging la! anyway, my internet is back.. those die hard fans of me(like there's any) can go celebrate already!!!! YAY!! JOHAN'S BACK. TELL A FRIEND.
upcoming gig this 10 oct. don't know if i wanna go.. those wanna go.. leave me a message at my guestbook or sms me!!!! i think the gig quite happening la. but i myself not confirm yet.. but whoever interested leave a message at me guestbook, my guestbook damn old already.. nobody signs my guestbook anymore!!!! :(sobs.
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9:33 pm
