FUCK! FUCK FUCK!!!
i was watching smallville and doing some quiz and POOF! the whole marsiling area went blackout! bloody hell man. fucking irritating. i'm fucking afraid of the dark and lucky i managed find my keys and my hp.. so at least the can see something with the hp light. if i couldn't find my keys or my phone.. finish la. anyway, i missed half of smallville damn it.
enough of blackout. i feed bad for those people still in the dark. anyway, was listening to avril's new song and it's nice. My Happy Ending. i like. aku ni ape? obsessed dengan avril ke? macam kedi siak. dah la tadi d/l britney nye music video.. habis laa....
green green green:)
at 11:32 pm
paranoid
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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You're addicted to.....
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What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what
other ppl think of you. You want friends who
like you for who you are and not what you have.
I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
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You are a complete and utter BASTARDIZATION
of the English tongue!
Unless this is your third language, there
is absolutely no excuse for your ignorance.
You shame us with your speech. Go back and
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How grammatically sound are you?
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You are not in love but you are not not in love,you
are trying to find things about the world and
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Are you in love?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
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What Emotion Dominates you?
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green green green:)
at 11:23 pm
Monday, June 28, 2004
yes. it's a monday where everyone, well most of my friends are enjoying school life again and i'm still at home. ooh i woke up 2 hours ago. i think i never woke up this late before. anyway, i was listening to plain sunset and their music sounds like green day first album and the second album.it's nice though. check out their website. www.plainsunset.com/main.htm
i still pure-rock.net is the best for now. speaking about band and music and all. our band will never happen. i think we can looooooooooooong forget about it. it's just too bad everyone is busy with school and stuff. sad sad. oh well.
green green green:)
at 2:11 pm
:::
hey, daniela. july 3rd eh.. ya most probably i'm going. you can't see ur tagboard? ok take 358 without the t from the interchange and you'll get there.
green green green:)
at 12:33 am
Sunday, June 27, 2004
i was searching the music scores for Jet - Look What You've Done. but sadly, i think they only have those kinda classical music scores. sad sad. i want to play that song. everything is simple. the drums, the piano, i don't about the guitars. but the piano is quite easy. i just need to know the notes. i could only play the first part. sad sad.
"Look What You've Done"
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
green green green:)
at 1:00 pm
Saturday, June 26, 2004
they are having this baybeat thingy and force vomit is performing!!! it's a free admission. 16-18 july, friday to sunday from 4.30pm. if we have nothing on that day, shall go.. whee.. there's another one, a gig at pasir ris CC on 3rd july. i don't know if we're going for that one. but most probably yes. hahaha.
today ahmad, hanis, johan, kaanthan, krishin and me went out had lunch coz krishin's flying off soon. anyway i was late, (nothing new) so we had our lunch at 3+ around there? we had pizza! yumyum.. we had lots of fun just like the what we usually had for our recess last time. the after eating, we walk around suntec, then to peninsula to buy kaanthan's bag and my cap. it also ended up that ahmad and hanis went shopping. ahmad the most la. his magic card always working. hahahaha. hmm what else.. ooh ya.. jet - Look What You've Done. i was watching the music video inside topshop. i like the drums, very simple. i wanna try play the piano. i need to find the notes somewhere. shall try find it later. that my friends, should be my wonderful saturday. tomorrow i have a div 1 match and i'm gonna get screwed by those ang mohs. bloody hell.
green green green:)
at 10:00 pm
Friday, June 25, 2004
what sort of weirdo are you?
this quiz by orsa
green green green:)
at 4:33 pm
it is 1+ in the morning. i am actually suppposed to be sleeping now. but i can't. i still feel quite awake. i might catch the soccer quarter-finals later. i am typing damn slow now coz the fucking keyboard makes alot of noise. if my mother wakes up, she'll kill me!! so i had hockey training and a friendly match the last 2 days. supposed to have another friendly today but i was lazy and quite tired. so benji called us, me and kaanthan to follow him go shopping. rich right back. (wanna know more? read kaanthan's blog.) it has been a looooooooonnnnnng time since i've went out and have fun and all. never went town for such a so long la. infact, i have not watched any movie since march. i'm a sad person.
most of my friends starting school this coming monday, and i have another week of holiday till next monday. it sucks la. i want school to start early coz i'm begining to get bored. no wait, i'm always bored. anyway, must work hard this time. i'm going to sit infront, pay attention, take down notes and stuff like that. so it's easier for me. and i'm going to do my work assignments properly, especially my practical. not that i suck at it, but i think i don't put much effort to it. shall leave off now. till later at night if i have something to blog. good morning to everyone and enjoy watch soccer. ooh by the way check out this site htt://pure-rock.net
i think it's quite cool. check out the songs. i like 20 dischanger.
green green green:)
at 1:18 am
Monday, June 21, 2004
woke up early today to check my results online and i managed to pass everything. lucky me i didn't fail anything. my gpa point was 2.467. it's not that bad.. well most of my friends scored 3 and above and if i want to go poly, i must score 3.5 and above. that means i have to get at least a few As. i'll work my ass out for the next term and next year. i want to go poly and at this rate on how i'm doing now, it's getting me nowhere. not even higher nitec i would say. yes i could finish my 2 year course with the nitec certificate. but what can i do with it?
it's time for me to wake up, stop thinking nonsense, and try my very best for my end of year exams. that also tells me which course i'm going to after this year. aerospace, tool & mould, machining. all these 3 courses aren't that bad. it's whether how i work it out. i'm trying to aim for aerospace coz it's among the best of the 3 courses. school starts july 5th, new class, new classmates, new class advisor, new subjects/modules and i hope a new me. i guess it isn't that hard for me to score 3.5 and above for my last exams but lazy me.. just lazy me.
i'm beginning to like yellowcard. it's a nice band. though some of the songs are quite loud but it's ok. the violin goes well with the music. here's their song, Breathing.
Breathing
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the aire is never cold
And even though you're next to me i still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
And I can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating my heart sinking like a weight
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that i was sure of they have filled me up with doubt
And I can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake
Could you feel it beating my bgeart sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing, it's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart it's always
Beating, sinking like a weight
How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew I threw it all away
And I can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating my heart sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing, it's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart it's always
Beating, sinking like a weight.
green green green:)
at 9:54 pm
Sunday, June 20, 2004
ooh shit! i forgot.. today fathers' day! and i've got nothing for my father. hmm he seems to be stressed out too. must be because of the new house. i shall just wish him and maybe i'll write him a nice writing. anyway, to all bapak bapaks our there, Happy Fathers' Day! and you children who didn't know or haven't wish them, GO NOW! muahahahahaha. hmm ok. that's it. should start thinking what to do, write or buy. OOH! AND ALSO! tomorrow i'm getting my results for my exams! shit!!! i'm gonna die la. please don't make me repeat the same module. NO NO NO! just don't
green green green:)
at 6:25 pm
blogging from my new house now. i don't know how i could get the cable running though but nevermind that. been 2 days here. yesterday had the scc sports fiesta.. pesta sukan. same la. too bad there was no hockey. so we reached at the clubhouse ard 8.30am. changed up and all. had our breakfast there coz our senior, charles, treated us. then we checked our fixtures and all. out first game was the softball. quite fun. we managed to beat the cricket section and i think we drew with the soccer section. then we played soccer with the cricket section and we won 1-0. kenny scored. hahaha. it was fun la. played with the rugby, soccer, and squash section also. squash won us 1-0.. we drew with the soccer and the rugby section.
so after the whole thing, we were supposed to go and collect our prizes for our placing joint third. but none of us bothered coz we were too tired. some of them stayed up the whole night playing PS and watching euro 2004. i'm cheering for france and greece. hahaha. anyway i wanted to go and watch the finals actually but nah.. coz i didn't had the mood coz i lost my cap for the 2nd time and by the time i left it was 430pm.. and the game starts at 5. so i went to HMV to buy yellowcard's new album. nice nice. hahaha. great music la.. with the violins and all.
my new house is still quite a mess. the store room is not ready yet as in we havent stack up plywoods and all for the stuff to be arranged. then our fridge got spoilt. i don't know why. mother's headache again. still got the curtain raillings to fix and all. so ya. i hope it's all done soon.
i need a new cap. i don't like to go out without my cap.. except for school. i just need it. should find a cheap one for the meantime. ooh! too phat's album is good!
green green green:)
at 3:08 pm
Thursday, June 17, 2004
guess i'll be moving out tomorrow maybe latest next week. that means no computer for the meantime. coz i need to change the address first before i could use the internet. i'm almost done with the packing my stuff. so ya..
green green green:)
at 11:02 pm
had been bored this past few days. i've been lazing around at home. no hockey training. well there was la but i didn't bother going coz i was very tired after going swimming with ahmad and johan. i was the only one who can't swim. lucky i managed to learn abit from them. but i sill suck at it. i can't tread water. everytime i try, slowly i'll sink. the pool was deep la. i must go for more swimming man. i'll die in ns if i can't swim.
also i'm going hungry this few days only had 2 meals a day? yea. mother's busy with the new house. me, i'm lazing around. my sister doesn't cook. and those meals i had was bread with nutella, biscuits. chocolates. and some potato chips inside the kitchen cabinet. only today i went out to draw money to buy food. i realised that my wallet's empty. no more money. all spent on food, food, food and to top up my ez link card. so no shopping for me. don't wish too. just planning to buy cds only.
tomorrow after friday prayers, i am going to buy lots and lots of instant noodles, hot dogs, eggs, chocolate cookies, potato chips and one big HL chocolate milk. ya i wish la. i only have 10 dollars to spend tomorrow. it should be enough to buy instant noodles at least. i'm listening to yellowcard now - Time Will Tell it's from their first album i guess. it's a nice music combination with violin. and they're songs are mostly punk rock. cool. anyway shall go find some food in the kitchen if there is any. I HOPE SO!!!
green green green:)
at 9:41 pm
Monday, June 14, 2004
noticed something new? i just added a new column. thought it would be nice putting that on. <<<<<<<<----------
green green green:)
at 11:29 pm
Sunday, June 13, 2004
this would be my sad weekend. to start off with hockey semis. we lost to ORA 3-2. i knew we gave our 101% for that game yesterday and nothing came out of it. at the moment after we scored the second goal, i thought we just needed one more and we could probably win this. anyway, it's all over. ok that's one.
my family thinks i go for so much hockey trainings and matches and nothing for my family, my parents at least. yes i know we're shifting our stuff to out new house and obviously i'm the only son that can help. my father works overtime most. my mother's been cleaning the new house by herself. my sister yells atme for not helping them. which is true i'm not. such a lousy son i am. i feel so left out. so for that i think i better go help out and unpack all those stuff from the boxes. there's till alot more of them. i think tomorrow should be fine. if not it's gotta be this week..
green green green:)
at 9:49 pm
Thursday, June 10, 2004
I thought writing this on my way home the feeling would be nice. but i guess i'm wrong. the moment i got home, i get nonsense from everyone. i just wish i'm outta here. outta here just away from here. please take me away.
I wander around
In this bustling town
Everything is lively
Everything is happening
I stand here among the crowd
Why am I here,
what is this all about?
All i know this leads me to nowhere
Someone I wish to help me out
Someone I wish to clear my doubts
Hopefully this bustling town
would be a wonderful place to walk around
green green green:)
at 9:11 pm
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
~ Cokelat - Jauh ~
Hari ku lalui tanpa hadirmu lagi
Kucoba ingkari sepi ini
Mengapa terjadi, hancur kau akhiri
Satu kata janji tak kembali
Seribu tanya sesak di dada
Haruskah bimbang meraja
Lelah tepis harapanku
Sendiri mencari bayangmu
Kutunggu dirimu
Selalu kutunggu
Walaupun kutahu
Kau jauh .. kutahu .. kau jauh
Biarlah semua seperti apa adanya
Kuterus mencoba relakannya
Satu yang kuminta, kembalilah padanya
Kutahu disana ada dia
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nice lyrics, nice song. nice vocals!
green green green:)
at 9:38 pm
Sunday, June 06, 2004
i feel fresh now. well something like that la. had a whole week of hockey. u18 tournament is really happening! every team is strong and ready to take the title for this year. had a match yesterday against csc. it was all good. we beat them 24-0. i scored 2 in the making. thanks to kaanthan who wasn't selfish enough to pass me the ball. thank you kaanthan.
then there was a game today again against bakerites. it was a 50/50 game. lucky us we won them 3-2. i missed a shot on goal as usual. made a stupid 5 yards mistake which gave them a short corner. lucky me they didn't score during that short corner. was quite sad la but it's all over now. just keep on working hard and i know i'll get there. i should believe in myself now.. though i kept saying that sometimes, it doesn't work. oh well.
been thinking alot of nonsense these few days. it's really strange when at one moment you're smiling, laughing, happy and all and finding the next moment you're really sad and all. weird weird. oh well confusing life. ooh. what have i learnt this week:
1. when you're walking towards an mrt station, interchange or even anywhere, avoid those people with those coupon. don't even look at them! or they'll come chasing after you for $2.
2. never take the tibs cab, now known as the smrt cab. the meter runs very fast. cheats your money.
3. going ljs is very cheap. but i hate it when they're trying to confused you with the regular and small. bastards! i'll order for combo 1, and they'll ask me regular drink for you sir? DON'T SAY YES unless you want a large drink. just say the normal. smart cashiers trying to cheat. bloody fools.
yes those are some of them i've learnt this week. more will be up soon i hope.
enjoy!
green green green:)
at 10:50 pm
Saturday, June 05, 2004
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Excellent taste, you're into a wide variety of
music. You listen to whatever you think sounds
good. You don't listen to certain music to fit
in either. Go you. Mixed Media mother fuckers.
How's Your Taste in Music
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
Which kind of candy are you?
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Your sign of frustration is....Ignoring! Instead
of dealing with problems, you ignore them.
Your theory to problems, is that if I pretend
they are not there, they'll disappear.
Sometimes this method can work, but most of the
time it doesn't. For a variety sometime, try
using one of the other methods, which are
discussed in this quiz. It might feel good!
What sign of frustration are you?
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You should be wearing the colour....Orange!
Orange, is a very happy colour, it spreads
cheer everywhere. Orange stimulates
conversation and optimism. Since you love to
have fun, and be around others who share the
same quality, orange will make you shine!
What colour should you be wearing?
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Soccer Cleats- athletic, determined, and strong,
you are probably good at anything you try. you
can be serious but love having a good time
above all. you love sports and when you aren't
on the feild you love hanging out and having
fun with your team-mates.[please vote! thank
you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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You're a Speak & Spell!! You nerd, you. Just
because you were disguised as a toy doesn't
mean you weren't educational, you sneaky
bastard.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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green green green:)
at 12:45 pm
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
~incubus - here in my room~
This party is old and uninviting
Participants all in black and white
You enter in full blown technicolor
Nothing is the same after tonight
If the world would fall apart
In a fiction worthy wind
I wouldn't change a thing
Now that you're here...
Love is a verb
Here in my room
Yes, love is a verb
Here in my room
You enter and close the door behind you
Now show me the world as seen from the stars
If only the lights would dim a little
I'm wary of eyes upon my scars
Pink tractorbeam into your decision
Head spinning as free as dervishs' whirl
I came here expecting next to nothing
So thank you for being 'that' kinda girl.
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i love this. i wish i could write like him la.
green green green:)
at 11:28 pm
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
there was supposed to training at ccab today at 10. but i was too tired to be awake at 8. so i slept until i realise i was late. so when back to sleep again. and i just woke up. still quite tired. there's another training later for div 1 i doubt anyone would go.. but i just might drop by to knock around. oh ya and thinking if i should play div 1 too.
yesterday's trip was chaos la. everyone shop like they never see such things as in singapore.i was also one of them la. but i went bankrupt after eating meal of pizza for RM65. damn full man me and ahmad share money but he paid more la. i owe him alot la. wanted to go there buy track pants for trainings but one pair of track pants there is RM100. can come singapore and get it for $30 only. oh well. then alot of people bought shoes, slippers. our friend deepan bought bought vcd and he managed to smuggle through. iskandar tried to smuggle chewing gum and he got caught la. my balls went up my throat man. damn scary.. somemore i was carrying deepan's vcd inside my discman. lucky i got through la. but for is.. damn sad for him lucky it wasn't that bad. they asked him just to destroy the chewing gum.
well the game against the johore combined school was fine la. though we lost 4-1 i think. but i agreed with tall kenny. we didn't play much of a passing game. everyone was trying to force play by themselves. but with teamwork, i think we can work our butts out all the way till the finals. i know we could do it. this year's lions are happening. anyways.. the pictures are up.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<--------------- they're up at the side links.
green green green:)
at 9:40 am
