Wednesday, April 28, 2004
in school right now. most of my classmates have gone home already. all lazy to stay for the make up class. this is fuckthup. waiting for 1 hour and doing my phase test for another hour. altogether it'll end around 2 to 3+. i seriously have nothiong to do so here i am wasting my time. or i could be on my way home or at least somewhere away from ite balestier. too bad there's no training today. there's one tomorrow at padang but i doubt anyone would come so why bother.
the library's so packed. lucky us we got computers for ourselves. i guess we're the only 2 staying back to do the phase test. am going to finish up with my e-tutor sicne i have nothing to do. ooh ya! yesterday i wrote something. i don't quite understand what i wrote also. anyway shall updated it when i get home. IF i want to blog. anyway, shall not waste anytime.
green green green:)at
12:16 pm
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
i am sweating like shit. in my room. i don't know why also. anyway. it was an interesting tuesday. yes it really was. school started at 7.30am. ended at 2. it was supposed to end at 4+ close to 5. but our 'wonderful' teacher, Mr Quek didn't came to school. he wasn't feeling well. so Mr Anuar took over him till 1pm around there. we had some talk about in auditorium. relacs all the way la. air-con, shake legs, no turning practical. it was all nice. tomorrow, school supposed to end at 12 but got some make up class so end at 3. wasted. and got floorball. i am NOT looking forward to it. i'm damn tired. i think hockey should be enough. though it looks interesting but nah.. hockey is enough. and i am not going to give up. must fight for a place. u 18 tournament starting real soon. whee! i really hope deepan's gets to come back to scc. since we're all playing. hanis is playing u18.. so good. only that this time we're playing for lions. but i'm fine with it.
so finish school around 2 to 3+.. met derrick and all at toa payoh to past his present. yes a belated one. i think the present was quite cool. got to know their mid year starts next wednesday. see how fuckiing fast time files. i have 4 more weeks to my exams. i hope they won't debar me from it. since i've not come for most of the assembly.. first, thanks to my lazy-ness, second, how slow i react when i wake up late, third, the transport suck big time. fuck what have transport got to do with my coming late. ok.. maybe it's all me la. lucky me today i came to school early. and i still think today is the nicest tuesday i've had. i felt so relieved after hearing Mr Anuar was taking us for turning prac. anyway i got loads and loads to write about but i wanna watch incredible tales. and i'm missing part of it. shall go now. till then.
green green green:)at
10:16 pm
Thursday, April 22, 2004
finally found time to blog. going to move out of mys sister's house soon. i guess the new house is almost ready. once it's done, i should be inviting you guys. some of the stuff have been moved out. so the room is less filled now. at least for the moment. my mother is giving my bed to my nephew, so i'll either get a new one or just a sleeping sofa that kinda 2-1 bed. i hope everything is going by plan. we're actually supposed to shift house last month. but there were some cork up. and yes i know, my mother is really stressed out. i guess my father too. my mother's taking care 4 children at home, my niece, nephew. my cousin's children ever since their maid went back to indonesia. so for the meantime, my mother's looking after them. i do pity her at times and yet when something goes wrong. some small quarrel will go to a big one. and it can last for days. life life life...
school was tiring as usual. had milling practical today. soon, no more milling and turning. it's grinding. for the next 6 months that is if i pass my exams i guess. tmr school ends at 1130. i think i'll go to the mosque that's near sas. then i could meet up with nawfel and dzul. maybe ahmad. also there's training from 6-8 at ccab. don't know if i want to go. i have religious class at 8. u18 tournament starting real soon. am not sure which team im playing for but i hope just to play my best. i guess hanis is not playing u18 coz he's not fully recovered from his previous injury.
ooh! 50 first dates and starsky and hutch. old school movie! both must watch. if i have nothing on saturday, i'll watch it. maybe buy derrick's present coz i've still not bought anything for him. i'll get him a pressie. i must! then i'll ask my nephew to come along and watch with me.. hmm but he has mendaki. see how la. but i must watch those movies and must get derrick's present. i wanna buy lots of stuff.. but i'm in lack of money!!! all spent for food, cds, food and some nonsense. ooh and i've downloaded greenday's kerplunk album. just 2 more songs and it should be done. then i can burn burn burn burn! muahahahaha! haha there's OC later. i think that girl's quite hotzzzzz.
green green green:)at
9:28 pm
I jote this down
Whatever that surrounds
Here's my attempt on writing poetry
And the night isn't lively
Thinking of a theme to write
But nothing seems to get it right
Enough of writing something depressing
I'm bored now. Think, think, think!
It's going to be midnight
And still there's nothing to write
Nothing is on my mind
So I'm not going to waste my time
green green green:)at
6:53 pm
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
yesterday training was fun and tiring. sajc trained with us. oh. and before the training.. they had some game. vjc against cjc. vjc won. didn't know what was the score though. anyway, i was the only ite guy surrounded with loads and loads of jc people. lucky i knew some. oh tomorrow sajc got game against rjc i guess. it's at 3.. i should be able to go down and watch since there's training at 6 for the u18 tournament.
did quite badly for my phase test today. got 65% for it. damn bad la. oh today got up quite early just to go to school. stupid assembly. just like old times when i go to sas. was listening to rooney inside the train and they rock! nice music la. jimmy eat world - hear you me. that song's nice too. nothing much happened in school today. just the same old same old. tomorrow school ends at 12. another phase test tomorrow for hydraulics and pneumatics. die la..
green green green:)at
8:10 pm
Friday, April 16, 2004
test test
green green green:)at
10:08 pm
testing testing
green green green:)at
9:33 pm
Thursday, April 15, 2004
it's already april. next month, we're having our exams. that's how fast time flies. school starts at 8.. and most of the times it ends at 5. it's always tiring. standing all the way. oh well. just had my dinner, a nice one too. mother cooked ayam sambal.. mmmm.. nice. tomorrow school ends at 12. have religious class in the evening. and oh ya.. sas are having their sports day tomorrow too. will be held at sajc again. don't know if i wanna go. last year's sports day was a fuckthup. it was my last year and i screwed it up. didn't won any trophies. every year i take part, i never get to qualify or to win in that event. only won the x country 19th position. that was sec 3.
speaking about sports and all. i think my fitness is dropping. i have a small round stomach. soon to be big. my speed is also dropping.. this is how bad i am. oh goodness! the neighbour next block is singing some karaoke song. out of tune somemore. oh ya! simple plan's new single is nice. don't wanna think about you. typical emo punk song.
i should be free on saturday. going to get derrick's belated birthday present. then maybe.. i MIGHT get myself a guitar. i hope la coz nawfel's getting one too. he wants to learn also. nice nice. we all could learn together-gather. anyway that's about it.
green green green:)at
7:30 pm
Saturday, April 10, 2004
the reason why im awake on this wonderful saturday is because i was supposed to go to school. but no.. i hate to wake up late. coz the night before firdaus told me don't have to go. and just now, mahen just messaged me that he's on his way. ahhh! now i'm having this guilt because on thursday i told my teacher i'll come. guess i'm gonna get screwed on tuesday la. there's a div 3 match later at 6 pm. i guess i should be coming and watch. but for now, i don't know whether to go back to sleep or to stone like what happened 30mins before. oh well i'll try not to spoil this very wonderful saturday. i'm smelling the fresh air out of my window. i know something good is happening today. i hope. i really do hope. annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd i'm feeling guilty.
green green green:)at
7:42 am
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
school ended at 12 today. so didn't had anything much to do. was planning to go home early and have a nice rest.. but my classmates wanted to go bowling again. so mahendran belanja me coz stupid me didn't bring money for school. how dumb can i get. anyway so we went marina square superbowl. played one game and then only we went back. hahaha. one game only eh? ok sorry hanis i couldn't come down for the rugby match today at police academy coz i had to fetch my nephew home later in the evening. anyway sas won acs. interesting. so didn't sleep when i came home. only slept inside the train. had my lunch and all. babysit my niece for awhile, and fetch my nephew and i'm online now.
watched channel i just now. something about asking questions to the minister education. or something like that. anyway, they had loads of students asking. most of them were from jcs. if i want to ask questions, i'll ask why ite people are ALWAYS not well recognised. what could we do in the future? most jobs require o levels cert at least. i wonder how he'll answer. too bad there won't be any ite students there asking questions. oh well. tomorrow's practical till 5 again. have to finish my phase test. no school on friday. whee. i don't know what i'm going to do. i have no games to play. cs is getting boring.
green green green:)at
9:21 pm
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
is love an infection, or a sick addiction when there's nowhere else to run to?
after a warm bath, and now drinking hot milo. everything's so smoothing. so relaxing. hmm.. what is there to blog about my last few days. nothing much really. still owe derrick a present. met them just now to have my lunch at 5+. hahaha. and i came late to school just now, fucking teacher. i hate her. just because i didn't went for the asssembly. fucked! oh well. not only that, my turning teacher, he's an idiot. you ask him something, he'll give you that fucking irritating smile. and guess what, i got my first distinction for my turning. whee! i thought i failed. my new workpiece will be another test. must do that very very carefully.
enough about school. let's move on to hockey. deepan's back in scc, yesterday's training was damn fun, i can't wait for u18 tournament. hmm what else, oh ya.. the premier matches are still far away. and that sucked! darn it. gotta learn that close dribbling skill. told myself that long ago. gotta learn how to hit the ball. after 7 years or more of playing hockey, i still can't hit the fucking ball. useless dick. hmm change my old grip. i hope i could go for the scc's malaysia trip. if there's no school. what the hell right.. my course has lesson during the june holiday. that also sucked! oh well. at least i guess things going well. guess i'm not in track and field. too many sprinters.
green green green:)at
7:35 pm
Saturday, April 03, 2004
watched miss singapore 2004. not pretty at all man! nak muntah aku. of course i had nothing better to do but watch that. anyway. saturday was pretty dull. boring man. didn't went out. well wanted to la but nah.. so stayed at home.. rot. and wrote something only 4 lines. tomorrow's sunday and still no premier matches until may. shit man. no hockey, no match fitness, trainings had always been sucky. almost everyone's thinking of quitting scc. oh well. took part in the ite track and field. but not sure when's the heats. oh ya. shoots! i didn't write down which event i'm taking part in. darn it la. oh look arsenal lost.... something new... anyway enough of that.
I've been trying to write for so long
But all my lines would go wrong
I guess it's not the right time
Coz nothing seems to fill my mind
green green green:)at
9:45 pm
